i once believed that i was an intelligent soul with a body that was worthy of being recognized as decent and a mind that i respected. then i was approached by a woman i once loved and spoken to as condescendingly as if i were a 25 year old child. my spirit left my body and i immediately realized that i was human no more. life as i knew it became unimportant. since that fateful day i have spent every waking minute trying to find myself. i have endlessly pursued an inner peace that i know is impossible to realize in this lifetime. i have been searching impatiently for as long as i can remember, and i have come to one descision......it's not worth searching any longer. fuck love, fuck happiness........you are fooling yourself if you ever think you will find it. happiness, espescially in a relationship, is that barely tangible corner of the blanket that the bitch is hogging on a freezing cold night in the middle of winter. give it up....it's better to be alone than to wish you were. i will wait alone......forever if i have to.
misskel:
When you look for love you get love but its not natural love and will turn to hate! I was with my last boyfriend for five years, we were in love. But it was hell for the last three years. I found a love in the wrong place, And its the only love I have ever known! I know there has to be some thing out there better then love. For the time being I'm just going to love myself and stop looking love is over rated!!!! 
misskel:
OH, and you are a super hottie!!! 