wacksteven

Are you a small talker? Do you enjoy the process of bullshitting to no end? I hate it when people have to talk with me, but they don't really care what they are talking about. They are just bullshitting because they think it's what I want.

Why do people get so uncomfortable when it's quiet? I'm genuinely curious. I can be in the same room with a girlfriend or friend and not talk for a decent amount of time and be okay. It's not because I'm trying to be cold or because I'm not a nice person, I just don't find a need to prattle on about things I care nothing about. Chances are, if I say something...I'm doing it for a reason other than making sure my vocal chords get a work out.

...just some BS there. Haha.

I really need to finish my painting of Bow. I'm fairly certain she has sent someone to break my legs already. Either that, or that weird guy following me is a serial killer of some kind. I've taken so long on this painting because I have what I like to call a "libra-moment." Blondes tend to use the excuse about having a blonde moment, so I'll use the libra-moment as an excuse. My brain will have these intense periods of concentration, in which I have to complete something or focus on something and I have to accomplish whatever it is I'm trying to accomplish, or it bothers me. Then in contrast, I have these other thoughts about 800 things at once and can't focus at all. I almost wanted to get a brain scan just to see what is going on in my head when that happens.

I'm almost done here at work, and then I plan on sitting on my ass tonight and playing Brutal Legend and Uncharted 2 as well as playing my guitar a bit. I'm devoting tomorrow to finishing the painting! I will totally do it. I have faith in myself! Procrastination will have to wait.


I totally need to shave my face.