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this is the pre family guy journal for sunday i may feel completely different after this event


today i felt like i didn't want to talk so i faked asore throat and went all day so far without speaking. i got alot more done than i would have expected i went to work rented a video game and watched a great movie (bubba hotep) . but with this silence came alot of self reflected thought i realzed that i have most everything i have wanted over the last year but i lack all those things that i need. those few essentials have gotten lost in the clutter of "must haves" and now that i have just two months till i move i have begun writing about these things in a journal form and calling it "9 weeks left" if i get brave i will put some of these up here for your enjoyment or disgust be it as it will. all of this is in the persute of those things i require but lack ie: love, a purpose, self forgiveness for my faults,........and so-on.

anyway hope to talk to you after the family guy be it a want but watching family makes me happy and that is huge need ( wow who would of thought those two would be so intertwined)