Wow so this was an awesome 5 year anniversary present. I'm still wondering if it was so bad that it made you do this then why did we stay together 5 fucking years? 5 years gone in a couple hours worth of conversations. It such an awesome feeling to know that everything you've known for the past 5 years is gone and there was nothing you could've done to stop the acts of 2 people. I just hope both of you just realize how fucked up this shit is.
oh and a quick P.S.: Just in case you read this please just tell the person WHAT THE FUCK THE GOD DAMN PROBLEM IS INSTEAD OF THIS SHIT. God Damn. I could've helped the fucking situation if you would have just fuckin told me.
Also if you're wondering why i got so mad when you lost your keys it was exactly because of this. At times you act like a little kid and i just cant fucking stand it. I dont know if it's because of the lack of self esteem that your mom instills in you or what, but that lack of self-esteem cant be fixed with 5 run ins with a certain someone that will forever tarnish the way i look at you.
I'll always be your friend. I dont know if we'll ever get back together, part of me wants to. Another part of me just wants to quit my job, sell my car, and take that $$$ somewhere far away where i dont have to see anything that brings up memories i just want to forget.
The 2 movies that best express my feelings right now are http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0338013/ for the fact that i wish i could just erase every memory of you.
and
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0117802/ as now i feel the closest to Jon Favreau's character as i ever have.
oh and a quick P.S.: Just in case you read this please just tell the person WHAT THE FUCK THE GOD DAMN PROBLEM IS INSTEAD OF THIS SHIT. God Damn. I could've helped the fucking situation if you would have just fuckin told me.
Also if you're wondering why i got so mad when you lost your keys it was exactly because of this. At times you act like a little kid and i just cant fucking stand it. I dont know if it's because of the lack of self esteem that your mom instills in you or what, but that lack of self-esteem cant be fixed with 5 run ins with a certain someone that will forever tarnish the way i look at you.
I'll always be your friend. I dont know if we'll ever get back together, part of me wants to. Another part of me just wants to quit my job, sell my car, and take that $$$ somewhere far away where i dont have to see anything that brings up memories i just want to forget.
The 2 movies that best express my feelings right now are http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0338013/ for the fact that i wish i could just erase every memory of you.
and
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0117802/ as now i feel the closest to Jon Favreau's character as i ever have.
For what it's worth, I knew both of the movies before I even clicked the links. Two of your favorites.
God, I wish we were still outside talking.
(Although actually, there are much better things I could wish for so long as we're talking time travel wishes here. I'm just going to assume my wishing options are limited.)
At least I've grown up a lot today. Hopefully it's a step away from my acting like a little kid. I hope to God and everything in the world that it is. I hope it helps.
Okay, I keep editing this to write more and I'm going to end up saying something stupid so I'm just not going to edit this anymore. So. End comment.