Wednesday Apr 13, 2005

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June 14...gettin the wisdom teeth out. Woo? No. Its gonna suck, but they're giving me tons of pills. Yay me.

I just read a lengthy e-mail from one of my aunts about my grandpa's condition with the bladder cancer and all... She talked to his doctor and the outlook is horrible. With the level of cancer he has he NEEDS to have his bladder removed, but they won't do it because he has congestive heart failure. So the only option left is chemo/radiation but they don't think he's gonna live more than a couple to a few more months.They're pretty sure its spreading to his bones but they will know for sure after this week when he gets a CT scan and some other shit.

My mom told me to read my e-mail and give her a call. So I read it, but now I'm avoiding the call because I know she's gonna be upset...and I don't know how well I can deal with that. Bleh!

I just vented on SG about all of this. Awesome.

lil_devil_normac:
thats no good....! have you been told what may be done after the ct? where is he located, you think your going to visit....? try not to avoid your mom too long, she needs some moral support, and you do too.... i have lost an uncle to esophagus and oddly breast cancer..... it was devistating to the family, so it would be good to have your family close....

you know its good to let things out, i can't speak for everyone but i am here to listen, and maybe help you feel better.... friends are a big help in this situation too...!!!!

Hang in there, i know not very comforting..... but it is something.....!!!!!

-cam

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