vsanthos

Sometimes it feels like it's one thing after another. Just constant stress over my relationship. Fear of things I shouldn't fear, or shouldn't have to fear. Right now, I'm terrified she's going to lose her job, which means her money will be tight, so she won't be coming here often, if at all. She won't be working a quarter as far from me as from home. Ugh. I have a lot more to whine about too, but I don't have the time to write it all out now. I'm just frustrated because, after last week's depressing state between the two of us being afraid things wouldn't work out... now it's something new to frighten/depress me.