vsanthos

Not too much to blog about lately. Most exciting thing for me has been toying with my PSP, but not many people here care about that, haha. That or the impressive feeling of mowing the lawn on Sunday/Monday. The tractor won't run so I had to mow two and a half feet of grass with a push mower. My shoes are a nice florescent green!

I've kinda been in a self loathing mode the last few days, I'm not super depressed, but my confidence is way down. I feel like I'm annoying everyone sometimes.

Sometimes if it's quiet too long I feel like I should just start a conversation up with someone, then I feel like I'm either annoying or struggling to keep a conversation going. So a lot of the time I end up not talking. I'm strange like that.

It'll pass, hopefully soon. I don't like not liking myself. Most of the the time I'm fucking awesome.

Oh well, just down and need some love.


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