vrykolia

So it is December, and the rush and bustle of the holiday season is in full swing....

Which means its time to start super time management.....and having to see family I am not sure I want to be around. They don't know about Current and I am torn about telling them. I feel that if I wait a bit and let some time pass between when I was with Ex and when I am with Current, then they might be more accepting of him....but the thought of not being with him for Christmas is horrible..... So confused.

Positives.....I have some one to do all the romantic and fun holiday things with....and he will be great for all of that. I can't wait to stand under the twinkling lights, decorate the tree and do all that other "happy" holiday stuff that I love so much....with him.