Argh, seriously, life must decide to give you all the crap at one time, that way supposedly....we will appreciate the good things more. Well guess what....I fucking appreciate the good stuff, enough with the bad stuff already. Sheesh!!
Anyways....enough bitching, doesn't solve anything.
Quandary~
I have this perfect ideal situation/relationship, it is like my dream. Everything I've wanted I have, but herein lies the issue......I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop, for the good stuff to have just been a passing moment, then it moves on without me. So what do I do....I keep on guard the whole time, maybe not completely following my heart because I'm nervous the good will go away. But as we all know....that just ends the good all by itself. Fucking Catch 22!!
Epiphany~
Steering wheels do not give, whatsoever, no matter how many times you hit it. Just wanted to share. Had a momentary lapse in good judgment when pissed. ::gently rubs bruised knuckles:: Need to find better anger management.
Anyways....enough bitching, doesn't solve anything.
Quandary~
I have this perfect ideal situation/relationship, it is like my dream. Everything I've wanted I have, but herein lies the issue......I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop, for the good stuff to have just been a passing moment, then it moves on without me. So what do I do....I keep on guard the whole time, maybe not completely following my heart because I'm nervous the good will go away. But as we all know....that just ends the good all by itself. Fucking Catch 22!!
Epiphany~
Steering wheels do not give, whatsoever, no matter how many times you hit it. Just wanted to share. Had a momentary lapse in good judgment when pissed. ::gently rubs bruised knuckles:: Need to find better anger management.
kindle:
death24:
Hey, this time the other shoe is MIA, and if it shows up make sure me and alex put a few bullets into it!