I've got a silly crush that could very easily be turned into a serious thing. Uh oh! Well, I've been single since January. And I guess in the past year I've really learned much about myself... and more of what i'm looking for. I'm so ready to be in a relationship again... however I wouldn't rush into anything with anyone... just want to take everything slow... and enjoy things. 
I'm listening to Miss Kittin's "Rippin Kittin" I LOOOOVE this song... I love when they play this song at the clubs and I dance like a little cybergothy girlie wannabe. HAHA. I love to dance. I remember when I first started going to the clubs with an ex boyfriend and I was AFRAID to dance. I went and just hung out with the friends I'd made. Then I started dating another guy later on who got Really
like GRRR mad at me when i wouldn't dance so i just started dancing... and now I've Come to dance... and you cannot stop me! lol. Yea I'm feeling dorkish tonight. Can't help it. I'm feeling all giddy like a school girl with a crush on an industrial boy... haha.
Have you guys checked out Kythe??? My Lord is she ever the hotness! I want to have hot girly sex with her and make babies, lots of them... or well... errr... we can at least try like hell! hah! I just think she's exquisite and if she lived a little closer... i'd steal her away from the world and make her all mine. Yea... so anyway............
Just some piccies for the hell of it!
That's a very drunken photo of me after Skinny Puppy last year... wow that was a great show!!!
Well that was ME when I first started drinking! HAHA this pic is going on my cake this year! I can't wait!
That's me and this little girl Kiamil who thinks the world of me... she's so cute!
And that's just because I think Michael Graves is the hottest guy ever!
The countdown is still running... 14 days (yea that's two weeks) until my 21st birthday. That whole week is just gonna be crazy. So far what I've got scheduled is this. I start my vacation off of work on my actual birthday and I work from 2pm-10pm that Saturday so after work some of the guys and I are going to Atlantic City because at Midnight they can serve me alcohol and I can go spend money like its nothing. Although I'm not much of a gambler so I'll prolly only play for a little bit... just because i can. So anyway we'll probably party until I can figure a way to get home at some odd hour of the night... Sunday is my birthday... I'll probably sleep in until 2 or something... get up and spend some time with my family... have dinner or something and then that night I'm going to Fluid in Philadelphia... so anyone who wants to come out and party with me for my birthday... BE AT FLUID!!! or die! lol. Monday through Wednesday is up in the air.. I'll just do whatever sounds good and play it all by ear. I'd like to hit up NYC and Baltimore for some clubs... and then Thursday through Saturday myself and Richie Riot will be flying out to Dayton, Oh. This way I can party with PunkNiteMike and Pammy and all the cool kids from the area. I'm hoping to be able to meet Kristoph from spookygirls even though I've decided not to be in his DVD and I hope he won't be upset with my decision. Just don't think I'm ready to do a full out hardcore porn shoot yet. I have some confidence issues i need to work on. yea... so anyway I'll be partying at Fusion Nightclub on Friday night in downtown Dayton. Afterwards we're all headed to Diamonds which is a strip club that everyone raves about... ppl already offered to buy me a lap dance. I'm excited. lol. Richie and I are gonna have a blast!
Be Jealous!
So yea... I'm really hungry I was supposed to have my protien shake like 3 1/2 hours ago... so I'm gonna have a little snack, take a walk down the street and back (for the hell of it) come in, take a shower, and go to bed. I don't feel like working tomorrow... but when do I ever feel like going to work??? I need to leave earlier. I got written up for being late today... so yea that's BAD and I need to get my ass in gear and knock that shite off! So I better go to bed earlier so i can wake up earlier and early to work... yayy... it's all gonna work itself out... oh geez... now that i've said that... i definitely know i've been working too much. (long story) Yea so I'm gonna go... hope everyone is doing alright. I haven't really been comment whoring much but I have been reading your journals... I'll have to go say hi to everyone!
Love you all!
I'm listening to Miss Kittin's "Rippin Kittin" I LOOOOVE this song... I love when they play this song at the clubs and I dance like a little cybergothy girlie wannabe. HAHA. I love to dance. I remember when I first started going to the clubs with an ex boyfriend and I was AFRAID to dance. I went and just hung out with the friends I'd made. Then I started dating another guy later on who got Really
like GRRR mad at me when i wouldn't dance so i just started dancing... and now I've Come to dance... and you cannot stop me! lol. Yea I'm feeling dorkish tonight. Can't help it. I'm feeling all giddy like a school girl with a crush on an industrial boy... haha.
Have you guys checked out Kythe??? My Lord is she ever the hotness! I want to have hot girly sex with her and make babies, lots of them... or well... errr... we can at least try like hell! hah! I just think she's exquisite and if she lived a little closer... i'd steal her away from the world and make her all mine. Yea... so anyway............
Just some piccies for the hell of it!
That's a very drunken photo of me after Skinny Puppy last year... wow that was a great show!!!
Well that was ME when I first started drinking! HAHA this pic is going on my cake this year! I can't wait!
That's me and this little girl Kiamil who thinks the world of me... she's so cute!
And that's just because I think Michael Graves is the hottest guy ever!
The countdown is still running... 14 days (yea that's two weeks) until my 21st birthday. That whole week is just gonna be crazy. So far what I've got scheduled is this. I start my vacation off of work on my actual birthday and I work from 2pm-10pm that Saturday so after work some of the guys and I are going to Atlantic City because at Midnight they can serve me alcohol and I can go spend money like its nothing. Although I'm not much of a gambler so I'll prolly only play for a little bit... just because i can. So anyway we'll probably party until I can figure a way to get home at some odd hour of the night... Sunday is my birthday... I'll probably sleep in until 2 or something... get up and spend some time with my family... have dinner or something and then that night I'm going to Fluid in Philadelphia... so anyone who wants to come out and party with me for my birthday... BE AT FLUID!!! or die! lol. Monday through Wednesday is up in the air.. I'll just do whatever sounds good and play it all by ear. I'd like to hit up NYC and Baltimore for some clubs... and then Thursday through Saturday myself and Richie Riot will be flying out to Dayton, Oh. This way I can party with PunkNiteMike and Pammy and all the cool kids from the area. I'm hoping to be able to meet Kristoph from spookygirls even though I've decided not to be in his DVD and I hope he won't be upset with my decision. Just don't think I'm ready to do a full out hardcore porn shoot yet. I have some confidence issues i need to work on. yea... so anyway I'll be partying at Fusion Nightclub on Friday night in downtown Dayton. Afterwards we're all headed to Diamonds which is a strip club that everyone raves about... ppl already offered to buy me a lap dance. I'm excited. lol. Richie and I are gonna have a blast!
Be Jealous!
So yea... I'm really hungry I was supposed to have my protien shake like 3 1/2 hours ago... so I'm gonna have a little snack, take a walk down the street and back (for the hell of it) come in, take a shower, and go to bed. I don't feel like working tomorrow... but when do I ever feel like going to work??? I need to leave earlier. I got written up for being late today... so yea that's BAD and I need to get my ass in gear and knock that shite off! So I better go to bed earlier so i can wake up earlier and early to work... yayy... it's all gonna work itself out... oh geez... now that i've said that... i definitely know i've been working too much. (long story) Yea so I'm gonna go... hope everyone is doing alright. I haven't really been comment whoring much but I have been reading your journals... I'll have to go say hi to everyone!
Love you all!
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I'm so jealous you're turning 21, I wanna be 21! Well, it'll be happening soon, no worries. i also wish i could be there for your party, but oh well! I also wish i had a nice long vacation from work and school
Okay, it's now time for me to go write a new journal entry for myself. Bye Sage!