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The past week has been absolutely crazy!!! I hung out with an old friend... actually he happens to be the guy who I first slept with... and it was actually a really good time... ya know... a lot of memories were relived through us talking again... and we laughed a lot... We were so crazy when we were young. But unfortunately he informed me of another friend of mine... who had just passed away recently. Another ex boyfriend of mine... and it tears me up because he overdosed on heroin. This guy really had it going for him, very attractive... totally intelligent... he could have been anything he wanted. And he's gone. And that just tears a hole in my heart.

There's so much more to write about but time is ticking and i have so much to do...

I'm celebrating xmas early... on Wednesday... only 3 days away... i'm starting to feel like a child again... i'm getting all giddy about santa coming... haha!

Well I hope you all enjoy the holidays (in case I don't update again before then...)

xoxo