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Went to the club last night! It was relieving, in a way. It was the first time I had gone in over a month and it was nice to see my friends again and get my dance on haha. Oooh, Chas has a new girly friend... and Michael didn't dance upstairs much, a lot felt different. Richie was there. Richie like hardly ever goes to that club... why did he have to be there the night I went!!! Well, ...That was the worst part of the night... because when I saw him downstairs in the bar, I wanted to die... cry... yea all the above... I didn't want to talk to him... i guess I was afraid to, but I'm glad I pushed myself to do it. I got the closure that I was so in need of. And it turns out that we're still friends and everything is cool, he's just been busy. *shrugs*

But then I went upstairs and Kelly and I were groovin' on the floor with George. Matthew didn't seem like he was having a good time, but I was somewhat loaded for a good portion of the evening... so nothing really mattered to me! I bumped into Kyle0men which was cool, since we finally got to meet in person. Yayyy, he's so sexy, and his kisses make me happy in the pants. Yea, I definitely hope to see that boy again... Not to mention I want some more of that kiss... it's like poison to my veins... but in a good way... yea... rambling right?

So by xmas I'll have my own SAGEY KAEDEN sticker... anyone interested in owning one? I'll post a picture on here when I have them made... but I'm excited. I'm working on getting things done for my band too... I can't wait until we pick up and go somewhere with our music... what an experience!!!