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..Isolation Time..

Hey guys... I might be going away for a couple weeks. I'll be back before December definitely. And it's still possible I might not go away. My world has been spinning... and only few understand why. Things are sort of scattered, in a sense, now. And I need to pick up the pieces. I've gained a bit of weight... and my doctor thinks my thyroid is fucked... so I need to figure out whats going on with my body... I'm having bloodwork done next wednesday... I'm being tested for Rheumatoid Arthritis because it runs in my family and i've been in a lot of pain lately, Lupus (sp?) because my mother was recently diagnosed with it, hypoglycemia because I get really weak at times and it feels like my bloodsugar is dropping, and for my thyroid, well, because I'm getting fat.

Well I'll try to keep you updated but I think I'm going to go into hiding for a couple weeks... if anyones going to shampoo tonight... I'll be there... and you should go cuz it might be the last time I go in 2005



Well I'll leave you with these song lyrics... because I love them!!!

Peter Murphy - I'll fall with your knife

"To the crowd
to the world
you were so dry
and with a token bird I made
sent it to fly
right to your side
with a broken wing you sail
oh like winter in july
a barren river wide
I'll pray for the flood
to wash on you
it's here, I'll be with you

Well if the birds
can reach the sky
to this land
I'll be with you
till the sun bursts from your side
with my hands
I reach to you
when you think your chance is passing by
when you blow your moon away
I'll bleed like the reed
fall with your knife
it's here I'll be with you

to the crowd
to the world
you were so dry
and with a token bird I made
sent it to fly
right to your side
with a broken wing you sail
oh like winter in july
a barren river wide
I'll pray for the flood
to wash on you
it's here, I'll stay with you
it's here, I'll be with you
I'll fall..."



Love you all MUCHO!!! xoxo