vore

Nothing at all...

Well I was dole scum for a while...

Need a place to live...a permanent occupation and...

....Vision....

Yeah I'm fucked...

Wondering whether to do the drag thing more often but slightly afraid of my girlfriend getting freaked out....Or maybe I'm hoping it'll freak her out...

Been looking at photos of the band Malice Mizer....depressingly hard to get anywhere close to their easthetic on my budget...drag or otherwise....I'm definately feeling slightly more confident about 'being myself' i.e putting an inch of slap on and of clothes just to go down the boozer...

Having an 'I'm some sort of ugly freak abortion creature'...month...year..even concidered saving up for plastic surgery but I'd probably be disowned by all the people able to recognise me enough to do so...It sucks knowing so many 'beautiful' people...usualy the overly modest types who are the worst...at least cocky attractive people seem ugly anyway...

Yeah I know...the grass is always greener on the other side...and beauty is in the eye of the beholder...but those are just some of the cliches that are of no practical use at all...