Dear everybody?
Yes, I wonder why I am up at 5:30 in the morning searching through Suicide Girls names? Well, for one reason, my boyfriend is SNORING SO loud I CAN"T SLEEP!!
ANother reason is that all the pain pills I pop as wll as my antidepressants and antianxiety meds and (of course) the nicotine make me an EXTREMELY impulsive person.
I don't know how to describe it. When i think about something I want or something I need to get done, there is a profound energy inside my brain which says, "DO IT NOW" NOW.. ANd no i don't have MP disorder.
For instance, i want my lip piercED< NOW!! put i can't cause its 5 in the morning.. so i tried doing it myself and when that didn't work i got upset.. So hard to explain.
OKay, back to the point, THe other reason i am looking up Sg names is of couse the green eyed monster. I am wondering how many SG girls are still SG but are no longer active on the site. Which leaves other girls who want to be on SG not able to.. If i am wrong, YOU MANY feel free to correct me, however I am not even past the O's yet and i found something really shocking!
Apparetly, their was an SG girl named Ondine---It is very tragic SHE'S DEAD!!!
However Ondine is still a Suicide Girl) No disrespect but shouldn't a DEAD youngg woman not be an SG girl anymore 
unless its a hoax.
okay for the start of my list until Ondine who passed away apparetnlty.
ZIA---NO journal entry since Feb 18, 2005.. Over a year ago.
ZETA--NO ENTRY since July 26, 2005
YiYi--NO Entry since June 20, th 2005 and only one photoset
YASMIN--No entry since May 27th 2005. only one photoset which was done in 2004
WYNTER--NO entry since Feb 13, 2005.. almost a year.. one photoset taken in 2004
VERUCA--No entry since June 16, 2005--one photo set
VEGAS--No entry since August 25, 2005. one photo set done Dec 10, 2004
TORI-No journal update since May 7, 2005. one photo set on March 14, 2004
SUKI---No entry since may, 16 2005. two photo sets, may 2005 and 2004.
This is only a short list of the girls who i am pretty damn sure are inactive on SG. If anyone cares i wanna go through some more. I even know one.. BLiss. she is a piercer at zebra in Ca and is not active either..
I know you say, who the fuck cares about that?? but i just think its weird.. Oh and i sent out friend invites to the sg girls who were almost 30. lets see if they are snobs like the rest or nice?
Yes, I wonder why I am up at 5:30 in the morning searching through Suicide Girls names? Well, for one reason, my boyfriend is SNORING SO loud I CAN"T SLEEP!!
ANother reason is that all the pain pills I pop as wll as my antidepressants and antianxiety meds and (of course) the nicotine make me an EXTREMELY impulsive person.
I don't know how to describe it. When i think about something I want or something I need to get done, there is a profound energy inside my brain which says, "DO IT NOW" NOW.. ANd no i don't have MP disorder.
For instance, i want my lip piercED< NOW!! put i can't cause its 5 in the morning.. so i tried doing it myself and when that didn't work i got upset.. So hard to explain.
OKay, back to the point, THe other reason i am looking up Sg names is of couse the green eyed monster. I am wondering how many SG girls are still SG but are no longer active on the site. Which leaves other girls who want to be on SG not able to.. If i am wrong, YOU MANY feel free to correct me, however I am not even past the O's yet and i found something really shocking!
Apparetly, their was an SG girl named Ondine---It is very tragic SHE'S DEAD!!!
However Ondine is still a Suicide Girl) No disrespect but shouldn't a DEAD youngg woman not be an SG girl anymore unless its a hoax.
okay for the start of my list until Ondine who passed away apparetnlty.
ZIA---NO journal entry since Feb 18, 2005.. Over a year ago.
ZETA--NO ENTRY since July 26, 2005
YiYi--NO Entry since June 20, th 2005 and only one photoset
YASMIN--No entry since May 27th 2005. only one photoset which was done in 2004
WYNTER--NO entry since Feb 13, 2005.. almost a year.. one photoset taken in 2004
VERUCA--No entry since June 16, 2005--one photo set
VEGAS--No entry since August 25, 2005. one photo set done Dec 10, 2004
TORI-No journal update since May 7, 2005. one photo set on March 14, 2004
SUKI---No entry since may, 16 2005. two photo sets, may 2005 and 2004.
This is only a short list of the girls who i am pretty damn sure are inactive on SG. If anyone cares i wanna go through some more. I even know one.. BLiss. she is a piercer at zebra in Ca and is not active either..
I know you say, who the fuck cares about that?? but i just think its weird.. Oh and i sent out friend invites to the sg girls who were almost 30. lets see if they are snobs like the rest or nice?
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zak:
im no snob.. except when it comes to nipples! im a total nipple snob. i can admit it.
ciderx:
I am right there with you with the pills and the numbness. Sometimes I just want to be void of all human emotion..........