Retarded sexual tidbits to know about me 
My neighors husband hit on me once. I was over at his house and he accidently turned to it a porn channel. Then, to my horror,he asked me if i wanted to pull down my pants and masturbate with him. He told me he didn't get sex but only once a week! I told my neighbors son what happened, no one believed me, and i lost a good friend.
When i was doing volunteer work at my college radio station, i had a large black gentleman as my supervisor. We laughed and joked around a lot. He was really INTO porn, he had naked women on his computer. So, i had never seen a real penis before and i was in my 20's. So, i asked him several times if we could go in the closet and he would show me his penis if i showed him my boobs. Finally, he said yes. I saw it, it was big, That was my first act of exhibitionism
I first started masturbating at about 6 years old. Throughout the years i did it constantly. The funny thing is where i would do it, My father was a priest and my mother an organist. So i spent most of my time at church. I masturbated all over around in the church. I even did it when they had a service going on. One time i did it, in the baptismal font! Well, it was actually a tub.
When i was 13 or 14 i was working for my dad at church, but i was actually doing janitorial services under the supervision of a old black gentleman. I would vacuum and shit like that for about 10 bucks a night. Anyway, one night there was no one in the church and the dude scared the shit out of me. He asked me to go into the closet so we could get some extra lightbulbs. He wanted me to get them from the high shelf, so instead of having me use the stool, he picked me up by my breasts He held me in the air for a least a minute so he could get a good feel. When he put me down, i thought he was going to lock the closet door and that would be the end of it... However, thank god he didn't, and after that i never saw him again, I never told, but i guess he just left, maybe he was too tempted.
At 13,, (this is in my embarrasing moments) the associate ministers daughter of the church my mom worked at, and i started gettting it on,, The way kids do, we pretended that one was the man and one was the woman. We did it everywhere, we were stupid. we took pictures of each others privates while my mom was home, we did it in sarah's pool, while her parents were home, We never kissed though. so finally we got caught, when i was spending the night at her house. i had my nightgown on, and she had hers off.. caught red handed..
but, i guess the most shocking, is that i have only been with one man my entire life came close to being with others, but just didn't happen.. so i am practically a virgin!
My neighors husband hit on me once. I was over at his house and he accidently turned to it a porn channel. Then, to my horror,he asked me if i wanted to pull down my pants and masturbate with him. He told me he didn't get sex but only once a week! I told my neighbors son what happened, no one believed me, and i lost a good friend.
When i was doing volunteer work at my college radio station, i had a large black gentleman as my supervisor. We laughed and joked around a lot. He was really INTO porn, he had naked women on his computer. So, i had never seen a real penis before and i was in my 20's. So, i asked him several times if we could go in the closet and he would show me his penis if i showed him my boobs. Finally, he said yes. I saw it, it was big, That was my first act of exhibitionism
I first started masturbating at about 6 years old. Throughout the years i did it constantly. The funny thing is where i would do it, My father was a priest and my mother an organist. So i spent most of my time at church. I masturbated all over around in the church. I even did it when they had a service going on. One time i did it, in the baptismal font! Well, it was actually a tub.
When i was 13 or 14 i was working for my dad at church, but i was actually doing janitorial services under the supervision of a old black gentleman. I would vacuum and shit like that for about 10 bucks a night. Anyway, one night there was no one in the church and the dude scared the shit out of me. He asked me to go into the closet so we could get some extra lightbulbs. He wanted me to get them from the high shelf, so instead of having me use the stool, he picked me up by my breasts
He held me in the air for a least a minute so he could get a good feel. When he put me down, i thought he was going to lock the closet door and that would be the end of it... However, thank god he didn't, and after that i never saw him again, I never told, but i guess he just left, maybe he was too tempted.
At 13,, (this is in my embarrasing moments) the associate ministers daughter of the church my mom worked at, and i started gettting it on,, The way kids do, we pretended that one was the man and one was the woman. We did it everywhere, we were stupid. we took pictures of each others privates while my mom was home, we did it in sarah's pool, while her parents were home, We never kissed though. so finally we got caught, when i was spending the night at her house. i had my nightgown on, and she had hers off.. caught red handed..
but, i guess the most shocking, is that i have only been with one man my entire life
came close to being with others, but just didn't happen.. so i am practically a virgin!
On your struggle to become a model: You have unique features, and you are very, very attractive. Some of your photosets show really nice looks! Now, making modeling into a career requires a lot of discipline and being aware of the business part - It can be a lot of work to avoid being exploited or doing bad deals in general. And you are right: Age can be a problem. My ex-fiancee used to be a freelance fetish model, but she did other things at the same time. You may want to get hints here and here. Good luck with that!
Great that you are in intergenerational relationships. There should be a group about this but, unfortunately, not yet. You mentioned black guys more than once - Do you have any interracial curiosity? If you do, then... here. Finally, from some of the things that you wrote, 1, 2, and 3 may be in your interests, too. Take care!
Cheers,
Lord_Frous
[Edited on Dec 17, 2005 2:43AM]