vonpink

This is hell bound ride but the
Devil's on our side
Don't be afraid my love,
It's just a little bit of blood

I hate how i have such an awesome blog all written in my head and by the time i get to typing it out i seem to lose it. all these witty and brilliant views and they way the words seem to flow around my head.
It seems all my motivation has left once again. its so fleeting.
there really isnt any point to this i think im just rambling..

Well life never seems to slow down for me. I'm not really sure where to begin.
I got a new car to fill the void. unfortunate i got it in Vermont which doesnt have a lemon law and if you know how my life goes i bet you all know where this is leading. Yup it was a lemon but with a few bucks tossed here and there i pulled a Dr Frankenstein. its dreadfully to normal of a car(dodge stratus) for me though haha i have more people now that tell me how much the egg plant station wagon was more suited to my personality.

So I worked up the nerve to ask someone out. Unexpectedly she said yes, only to be followed by though i do have a boyfriend. When i win i still don't win but i guess its a improvement to get getting turned down. In other news its almost been a year since i even had a date and well over a year and a few months since i even last kissed someone. Some tells me its going to be another long year

I did get back into college. Go me now i got about a week to come up with funds for said college. But i think i figured out how to make things work so i can leave this part of the world and head east after a year and half. there is a very slim chance i might get to study abroad in Japan but we will have to wait on that.

I'm still not unpacked and its getting old. I want to relax..
I also got an interview with Pac Sun next week. yeah second job. not so happy about the 45 min drive to work everyday though. but with two jobs and college i think i might have a very full plate this coming year,

Not sure what else to talk about. like i said my life's been frantic lots of running around sleeping in cars friends houses and such. i guess my nomad roots are still there. Some days i just wish i had no ties to anything and i could flee and see life and meet interesting people but i trapped myself. I suffer wanderlust something bad.
SO question for you all if you had to chance to leave all you knew behind would and travel but you could never return would you leave? anything you would take with you?

Also i would just want to say Welcome back to a few friends who came back to SG. These awesome people where the first people that talked to me and befirend me on this site its nice to have them back.

now what you been waiting for photo and video time.


yes this is really where i am staying

that not enough decrepit house for you lets take a look at some of the other buildings

How about some scenery?

old and new car

*edit* I guess a very large amount of my photos dont want to load so im sorry for all those who wanted to see more maybe next time