vonpink

Like I always am i just a bit late for the whole new years resolutions. Not like it matters since i normal just right these blogs for myself to look back on and for a bit of therapy that comes with writing them.

Normal i always just make ones like "I'll get a date this year, ill make sure to see a pair of tits this year, ill eat less junk food". normal i fail on all of them. But this year i deiced to think about what i want to reform. Tons of things came to mind all of them pretty vain. As I've been slowly trying to get back to my old reckless life enjoying self I had found a quote on the internet. Ive deiced to live my life as close to this quote as i can. that's my resolution to myself

I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time. -Jack London

As i read it more and more it fills me with this odd but familiar feeling at the same time. Whats left of my pride, confidence and everything else seems to grow. I may have found that link to my old self.

As for all those thing in the past. people owning me money,back stabbing, childish actions. I'm done with it if you owe me anything or done anything against me consider this the proverbial hatchet being buried. Its done and in the past I'm not going in this new year with the past bothering me.


I may still complain about small thing from time to time but i guess its time to write another chapter in my book and this one will be the one that starts off with a flickering flame and I'm hoping it will end with a bang. i want my enemies, my friends, and my family to know that I will not give up anymore I'm sick of running away being afraid. I will not let anymore dreams die.


a few other quotes I've taken to as well
"They will never take us alive"-anonymous
"I know you've come to kill me.Shoot, you only will kill a man"- Che Guevara
"You call me the bomb. I just say I like explosions"-me
"I am not going. Do with me as you like. I am not going. Come on! Come On! Take action'-Chief Sitting Bull

So much to go over so little time. As of late it seems like i've lost my mind. i've miss placed keys lost my cell phone(not happy long angry story that i dont feel that needs to be shared) my car died. just seems like thigsn go from bad to worse to hey life is a nice place to be then back to hell. i dont know but got to take the blows life throws at ya.

As what is contained in my new years blog i've been escaping the norm and seeing things
what you ask? Well how about a free concert with the Flobots head lining? yes indeed i even have a few pic to share and a video,(sorry for the crappness hard to use a cell phone and keep warm.
wait did i forget to mention that it was outsaid on a mountain? yes i froze but i didnt care if i was about to lose a toe or two this was a great show)

As some of you may or may not know i tend to be very scruffy long hair, beard, ect
well as everyone that see me complains about oh i liek you when you had short hair blah blah blah, oh i bet if you get all cleaned up you can get a date or maybe a girl blah blah blah and stuff like that. As i work with people i tend to hear what they talk about. this one girl on her cell phone (pissed me off right there) was saying all she wanted was a nice guy that can make her laugh,(pfft lies all of it). so ive dug out my lab coat and deiced to prove that bitch wrong. what she wanted was a great looking guy to buy her everything so she can bea spolied little whore. So ive goten a hair cut and have changed my clothing style and cologne to see test the theory i came up with. like everyting else i come up with its more likely to explode in my face.(may i remind you of the im not shaving or getting a hair cut till i get a date i pulled a month ago). But really can you call it science if theers no explosion or a guy doomed to masterbation and a mail order bride? you may say im crazy i just say hand me the lotion.
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Well some small progress has been made in my dream of becoming a film director.
It seems ive been ask to start writing a short movie. what type you ask? well a slasher flick ofcorse. im ironing out ideas now but it seems pretty soild and one of my awesome hacker friends deiced to find me a copy of a 200 dollar script writing program so now i have no excuse to not write.
*edit* though of a new short film while at work. i think im on a roll

Im dedicating this to whats left i ahve to talk about nothing in a grouped though jsut things that come to mind
got a new blet buckle
my turn table belt broke.
i am very lazy when it comes to watching movies and doing laundry
i have about 7 unwatched dvds
i play to much wow. i really do

now some random photos

i love hoggins the photos


my new look with a hat


my friends g/f i had to push around while i shpped for food


finding pinker



me knocked up