vonpink

I hope everone had a great holiday.

There was so much I wanted to say but when it comes time to type it all out i forget it. I've recovered a bit but im still pretty down. Its like thers nothing i can do and i only fuck up more trying to make something out of my life. This small town is killing me. ugh so incase your wondering what i got for xmas i got nothing since my mother made late purchese online i didnt get much cept for cloths i picked out myself. I guess i should be thankfull for what i got and will recied but theres apart of me thats like you cant come through one day? ya know ya gave my sis a house,my car i got as a birhtday present, and the comp but you cant ored a few books and cds online in time?
meh not liek it matters anyways. I think i might over reacted sometimes and make things seem like i get the shaft maybe ai do maybe i dont ive kinda dont car anymore its just seems to be some big joke.
Hell i dont even think im making since.

Inother news my mothers getting married to that asshole i dispised. Yahhhh . Umm living in town isnt working out like i hoped. As of today im jobless. I did get to see a old friend though for a day which was nice.

Im ever so pissed at the fact i cant check other peoples blogs with out the comp throwing a fit and kicking me off. I cant download pics from my cell phone cus the emailthingy doesnt work. Ugh I just want to sleep for a week or two. Yeah that would be nice.

I got this stuff dino that needs a kick ass name anyone got some suggestion?



So in lue of pics i tried to write a song for you all its the spoiler check it out. Take it make it yours.
Time to start this two weeks of deep sleep. Peace everyone I hope you have a safe and happy holiday.

p.s. I'm the best gift giver there is i claim the title ya have to fight me for it.