maybe it's the weather. maybe it's just me. maybe it's both.
i've been extremely moody lately. i mean, i'm used to the phases of my nuttiness, but recently it's been BAD. one minute i'm in a decent mood, and the next is unbearable. i don't quite understand it. i'm not used to these sudden mood swings. this shit is normally gradual for me, a few...
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i've been extremely moody lately. i mean, i'm used to the phases of my nuttiness, but recently it's been BAD. one minute i'm in a decent mood, and the next is unbearable. i don't quite understand it. i'm not used to these sudden mood swings. this shit is normally gradual for me, a few...
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complainey:
hey, i've been jumping around on journals. and i'd just like to say i can really relate to you. for a while i was taking lexapro for disthymia and social anxiety. i stopped taking them shortly after i lost my job cos i can't afford to see my shrink to get a new script. anyway, long story short, i'm kinda fine without them. that or equal to what i would be on them. you might be able to overcome it mentally. here is what works for me if you wanna give it a shot. i make a playlist on my itunes of songs i can't be sad about. then if that doesn't work i go visit toothepastefordinner.com and read the funny drawings. if that doesn't work, i buy scratch off lotto tickets. if that doesn't work, or i lose all my money, i try jumping on my bed or blowing bubbles...those are really a last resort cos i feel like a dork doing them. good luck tho. it could really just be the weather, all of my friends get down around the holidays. also, if you'd like to be friends on here that's cool with me. 
iamtony:
hey, i hope you are feeling better? at least its friday?
i posted pictures in the "pics" section. go look. now. i am in love with my digital camera. i think i shall marry it and have digibabies.
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angel:
Gingerbread lattes are my downfall...that's what you get for working with coffee for three years.....and I'm glad someone can relate to my incessant need for unnecessarily expensive clothing
rachel:
aww... thanks!! 
i don't know why i still have this account. i rarely update my journal, i rarely read other peoples journals, i rarely look at the photo sets. what is the fucking point of this? and speaking of this journal, i write meaningless nonsense. i censor myself extremely and i'm not even sure why. normally, there is so much i want to fucking rant and rave...
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nenia:
cafeshops:nenia
teehee.. i am a nerd. (!!!)
mmm yeah i wanna see your hair!! email me if yous wanna.
nenia@pierced.com
[Edited on Nov 25, 2003 5:57AM]
teehee.. i am a nerd. (!!!)
mmm yeah i wanna see your hair!! email me if yous wanna.
nenia@pierced.com
[Edited on Nov 25, 2003 5:57AM]
papercuts:
i do love polka
happy fucking birthday to me.
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ofnothing:
WHERE ARE YOU!!!!
m0ngrel:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
wow. i haven't written anything in quite awhile. not like i have anything of interest to say anyway. my life is so dull and boring. let's see... i got my new tattoo finally. i should be getting it's counterpart in a few weeks. other than that, i've just been working, drinking, sleeping, the usual bullshit. i got fucking hammered last friday. my coworker and i...
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papercuts:
what shop did you get your new tattoo at i'm looking for a place to get my new one and i don't wnat to go to lark
scott:
new tattoo? i say, you must display
and what is this counterpart you speak of?????
and what is this counterpart you speak of?????
something here is seriously wrong. i think the world is coming close upon the apocalypse. why you ask? i'll tell you why...
E.M.O.
i am turning emo.
like woah.
for the past few weeks, i've been listening to fucking emo music like non-stop. i am starting to skare myself and all those around me. my rivetness is dissipating. the world is going to implode. watch...
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E.M.O.
i am turning emo.
like woah.
for the past few weeks, i've been listening to fucking emo music like non-stop. i am starting to skare myself and all those around me. my rivetness is dissipating. the world is going to implode. watch...
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mya22:
Aww... you're so pretty! I just wanted to say hi cuz you seem like a neat person. 
papercuts:
i've been lsting to alote of emo my self it must be a schenectay thing
why is this never enough? why am i never enough? why is everything never enough? nothing is ever enough.
fauxfoe39801:
you know what ive had enough of? rain!
i feel sickened. i think i have ceased to exist.
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ofnothing:
great thats all I need, more imaginary friends
(I beleive you exist ya goof)
Call me I have a car for the week.....
(I beleive you exist ya goof)
Call me I have a car for the week.....
raven:
but didnt i just talk to you the other day?
dammit, im having imiginary IM conversations again!!
dammit, im having imiginary IM conversations again!!
"imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a dissolute imagination the like of which has never been seen, atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell, and kill me again or take me as i am, for i shall not change." -marquis de sade
trevor:
Thanks for the welcome... Still trying to get a feel for this place. Hopefully I'll run across some more people like you who'll take pity on a lost soul like me.
-Trevor
-Trevor
i'm always tired, but i can never sleep. even when i'm sleeping, i'm awake.