vomitious

for the past few nytes, whenever i go on the back porch to smoke i hear bats flying around. most people would be creeped out by this, but i love it. i find bats extremely fascinating and adorable. i wish one would decide to make friends with me and come live in my closet.

i've decided that i want to move and i had been planning it all out. it seems that whenever the move seems hopeless, something happens to revive it, and vice versa. this constant flip-flop is driving me insane. i want to move, i feel like this is what i must do, but it almost seems like more of a hassle than it's worth. ugh. hopefully this whole situation will be resolved soon.

i'm getting my head tattooed on wednesday. i'm very excited and anxious. i'm also fearful that it's going to be extremely painful. i'm not afraid of the pain, but i am afraid that i'll be too much of a pussy to take it. of course i know this isn't true, but there's still that slim chance. i guess we'll find out how tough i really am, or maybe it'll be the least painful ink yet. i'm sure the healing tyme is going to be a bitch. constant headache for a week, here i come!