why is this never enough? why am i never enough? why is everything never enough? nothing is ever enough. 
fauxfoe39801:
you know what ive had enough of? rain!
i feel sickened. i think i have ceased to exist.
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ofnothing:
great thats all I need, more imaginary friends
(I beleive you exist ya goof)
Call me I have a car for the week.....
(I beleive you exist ya goof)
Call me I have a car for the week.....
raven:
but didnt i just talk to you the other day?
dammit, im having imiginary IM conversations again!!
dammit, im having imiginary IM conversations again!!
"imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a dissolute imagination the like of which has never been seen, atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell, and kill me again or take me as i am, for i shall not change." -marquis de sade
trevor:
Thanks for the welcome... Still trying to get a feel for this place. Hopefully I'll run across some more people like you who'll take pity on a lost soul like me. 
-Trevor
-Trevor
i'm always tired, but i can never sleep. even when i'm sleeping, i'm awake.
i'm so content today. i feel at peace. for once i feel like i can breathe. i don't feel as if i'm suffocating, drowning in everything. i don't know why today is the way it is, but i'm surely not complaining. last week was so very weird. lots of weirdness, oddities, and bullshit. today is fucking spectacular in comparison to previous days. i'm thoroughly enjoying...
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rxqueen:
hope the chinese was yummy...and that yr good days streak lasts longer.
xoxo
xoxo
Girlvirus: and besides premarital sex on sunday?
Girlvirus: the lords day
Girlvirus: you're going to hell
Girlvirus: the lords day
Girlvirus: you're going to hell
i'm so dishevelled. my emotions and states of consciousness are like a rollercoaster. i had been feeling fucking horrid a lot for the past month or two, and now, these past few days have felt almost enjoyable. it's so confusing. i feel as if my mindstate and general overall feeling seems "normal" due in part to the company i've had recently. i don't know if...
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nenia:
the things you say almost always sound exactly the way i feel...my moods are greatly effected by other people. it's pretty rediculous really..i can go from happy to sad in a split second. all over the place. it's actually probably even worse than only being depressed all the time, because it gives you [false] hopes. *sigh* are you never on your aim screen name? i have you on my list, but never see you on...
instead of ranting and raving all depressive-like (as with my last few entries), i'll talk about a new addition to my family. his name is nihil and he's a baby ball python. cutest lil snakie ever. i got him last nyte and he's been spoiled rotten already. being the over-productive mother that i am, i was constantly checking on him last nyte and today (making...
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i'm sick of all this bullshit. everything building. everything exploding. i can't take it anymore. insanity is crippling me. these demons keep haunting. i'm beginning to fear. i'm beginning to hope for that fear. shaking nervously in the corner like the little child i am. all these dried up tears. overwhelming devastation. i'm tired and empty.
thinking. thinking. ramblings inside my head. i've been wondering a lot lately. wondering what could have been, if i made the right decision. i always question my decision to leave brooklyn. i wonder what my life would be like if i had chosen a different path, if i had stayed. what if i hadn't left school? what if i hadn't fucked everything up? i've become...
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vomitious:
i wonder why i bother with this journal. it's not like anyone reads it anyway. it feels lonely. at least now it has a comment even if it's my own.
what to say...what to say... i have nothing to say. nothing of importance has happened lately. nothing worth speaking of has happened lately. um...i got my nipples pierced yesterday. that's the most excitement i've had in weeks.
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heavyflo:
OWIE!
ofnothing:
I need a haircut =P
work. drink. workwork. sleep. drink. work. drinkdrink. work. sleepsleep. work. drink. workwork. drink. sleep. work.
jjay:
yea i did some of that too cept the work part....
raven:
hey there sweetie! i miss you lots!
sounds like my life- umm except for the sleeping and the drinking part.
hehee.
sounds like my life- umm except for the sleeping and the drinking part.
hehee.