Tuesday Apr 06, 2004

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this morning, i laid in bed for hours hoping i would fall asleep and never wake up. no matter how things were in the past, i still always had the will to live. that will has since disappeared. i guess it's just a matter of tyme now. skull
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planbron:
what's new?
paleenchantress:
im here for you doll ! kiss

Sunday Apr 04, 2004

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it's cold. it's snowing. i'm fucking bitchy. rawr. skull
papercuts:
your one to talk
paleenchantress:
thankyou for the comment blush

its freezing out, what the hell happened to spring !? come and cuddle with me kiss kiss

Tuesday Mar 23, 2004

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i was inspired. new pix available. go looksie. wOOt. skull
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dusty311:
its thursday and im going to rip a whole in it with my new band, these boys like my sick sence of humor and my satan loving lyrics, i hope they can keep up, well i got to get to drinking, the best thing is im across from st.clairs, so i can do what ever gets me going, and i can simpily be dragged to the hospital, to bad ellis is the home of my favorite morgue...well
im out
8daysoftheweek:
Nice pics Girlie, it's me Trent or Pariah if you wish!!! I changed my name

Sunday Mar 21, 2004

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i want to go on a killing spree.
motherfuckers.
skull
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paleenchantress:
yes, please more pics of you ! love
applerecords1251:
Ah, you are such a sweetie with a precious name.

Tuesday Mar 09, 2004

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i've totally been ignoring SG, and for that i'm sorry, but i have not felt like going online much lately. ohwell.

interesting events this weekend include my full day of watching "infamous murders", getting a new dog, and my friend spontaneously going to rehab.

about the puppydog...
he's a 10 month old pure breed black lab whom my mommie fell in love with at the...
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jake1030:
i want anew puppy and a new tatoos

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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just when you think it can't get any worse, it does. skull

edited to elaborate-

so, the past 2 months have been quite shitty. i've felt so emotionally drained, but for no specific reason.

unfortunately, now there is a reason.
my dog suddenly got sick last tuesday nyte (and by suddenly i mean one minute he was fine, the next he was acting all sorts of...
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papercuts:
ha i'm prety sure u waited on me
dusty311:
the week ive waited for, ive wasted so far, it is the annaversary
of my first breath 11:38 3/11/04, ive planned on many frils,
but as this date aproches, i find myself shying away from the light of a new and terrorfying vista of reality,
ive never been 23 befor, or atleast as far as i know, i really dont remember,
so i guess ill take in some shows, and see how that goes,
then return to chaos, i want to find something to break..
well im back to the toil, i will speak with you again during a more aproprete time, grrrrr.
schenectady sucks
im out

Monday Feb 16, 2004

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i didn't have a valentine for vday. maybe next year.

too much chocolate makes my tummy hurt. ouch.

skull
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iamtony:
hey v, at least we're now past the all of those lame holidays where it blows to be single. would you be my retro valentines? smile
trentlane:
w00+

Thursday Feb 05, 2004

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i had way to much fun last nyte. it'd been awhile since i partied like a fucking rock star. unfortunately, now i'm drained and exhausted. it was well worth it though. skull
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trentlane:
Yea I'll try to stop by on Sat nyte...
iamtony:
have a happy valentines day. kiss

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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so it's friday nyte...
and i'm sitting at home.
again.
what the fuck is wrong here.

skull
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vader_____:
At least your saving money!
gogogadget:
i dunno what i'll name it yet. i'll wait to see it's personality. kiss

Friday Jan 23, 2004

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so today the doctors told my stepfather that his mother has a day or two to live. my first response to this news was finally. i hope they're right. i hope she dies. she should've died months ago, but unfortunately self-assisted suicide, or euthanasia, is not legal. skull
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iamtony:
wow, you're way over the morning process.
jimmys62:
hey hey hey

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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everyone go respond to my thread on the boards.

historical figures for grabs
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trentlane:
Wanna do it for me??
trentlane:
you have my permission, but there may not be alot in there to be stewed.

Tuesday Jan 20, 2004

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i apologize in advance for the oncoming rant...

i'm becoming a hermit. i haven't left my house in over two weeks (other than to go to work). i haven't wanted to leave. i haven't wanted to do anything. i haven't wanted to see my "friends" let alone speak to them. i'm not really sure what is up with me. i felt like i needed a...
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gogogadget:
nobody's "normal". it's probably the winter that's shoving you back into these feelings. i've been getting kind of seasonally depressive lately. it's that time. ugh. hopefully it'll be early spring and we can all snap out of this shit. until then find little things that destract you and make you happy. making list of things that make you happy helps. smile
trentlane:
Ok so I'm glad it's not only me that goes threw this;
anyways I'm sorry for all the shit you had to go threw with your cat before, and I hope everything went right with your cat now, and I hope you feel better....
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