I wish the pain would stop. I am normally very flexible, and can touch not only my toes but my palms flat to the floor with my elbows bent...... today it hurts to even try to touch my knees. the shittiest thing is, I have to try to work on tuesday too........
edit: well, at least the advil is making it feel better...... I have some vicodins that i keep just in case of extreme pain like this, but I hate vicodin. it makes me itchy, and paranoid, and I hate it. I should probably just throw them away since I am never going to take them. I don't like to take medicine at all actually. I haven't taken a prescription drug in over eight years. I don't plan on taking one ever again, either..... It just isn't for me. I'm allergic to most antibiotics, anyway......
somewhere along the way, I got very borring. I don't get high anymore, and I have no desire to either. I am loosing interest in drinking too. none of that shit seems fun anymore. in fact, it just seems pointless and lame...... maybe I'm just getting old....... fuck, at least the advil is working. viva la advil liquid caps!
edit: well, at least the advil is making it feel better...... I have some vicodins that i keep just in case of extreme pain like this, but I hate vicodin. it makes me itchy, and paranoid, and I hate it. I should probably just throw them away since I am never going to take them. I don't like to take medicine at all actually. I haven't taken a prescription drug in over eight years. I don't plan on taking one ever again, either..... It just isn't for me. I'm allergic to most antibiotics, anyway......
somewhere along the way, I got very borring. I don't get high anymore, and I have no desire to either. I am loosing interest in drinking too. none of that shit seems fun anymore. in fact, it just seems pointless and lame...... maybe I'm just getting old....... fuck, at least the advil is working. viva la advil liquid caps!
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I know what you mean about losing interest in getting high. I remember the last time I smoked pot. It was in the valley in a sort of backyard tent at a party , with people who were more acquaintances than friends. I could hear police sirens in the distance; coming down, feeling paranoid, I just wanted to be done with it, to go home, read a book, get something done. What a waist of time. I wanted a clear mind.
Off the point but in your area of expertise: I don't qualify for the Sex Workers group, but since the group includes dancers there's someone I hope you can keep in your thoughts: Taliya has been dancing at the Orchid in Reno for about four years, while producing two high-quality CDs in a new-age band, that's sort of a distillation of Enya, Joni Mitchell and Sarah McLachlan, and indeed her own signature style. She's supported the members of the band, purchased the equipment, rented studio time and kept a roof over, all this based on what she earns dancing at the Orchid. You all know it's a hard-earned living, and she's done it with grace and style. The band has polish, imagination, and a really eclectic style, and she is one hell of a producer.
She and her band are performing in SF at the Brava Theater Center, 2789 24th St., San Francisco, on Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 4 p.m. in a performance that will benefit the Foreign Language Scholarship Fund. If there's any way you can spread the word to dancers in the area, I am sure she'd appreciate their support. More info at the SG events page for September 18, or at http://www.taliya.net/events.html All of the members of your group know what it's like to try to make it in this world. I think it would mean a lot to Taliya for her to know she's got support from members of the group.
Thanks for considering this request. . . .