voltaire

I woke up late today.... not that it's any big deal since I don't work today...unless I get called in... my boss, the owner of the club calls me stripes now... I like it... and I usually don't like pet names... except red...
So I'm sitting here eating hagen daz coffe ice cream, listening to Cibo Matto, and wondering what the hell I'm going to do with my day... I never did clean out my closet yesterday, but somehow, that really doesn't seem too appealing at the moment...
I haven't seen my mother in the flesh in a long time... she's really an amazing lady... she raised 6 kids by herself for 13 years and made it work... sure things were far from perfect, but because she loved me, I managed to make it out of alot of really terrifying things alive, and be in a good place today... I remember, about four years back, before I moved out of state, sitting at my parents kitchen table, and talking to my mom and brother about something or other, when my brother (17 at the time)said " I can't even imagine you with a normal haircolor, you would look really wierd!" and my mom looked at me, looked
at him, and then looked at me again and said, "You know, He's right..." I remember how amazing that made me feel... all of a sudden I knew that she understood a whole hell of alot more about me than I ever thought possible...or at least she was willing to try, and that really meant alot to me... I should call her tonight... every time I try to imagine my life with out her in the world, I suddenly can't breathe. my throat closes up, and I start crying.... she's probably my best friend... I would go crazy if I lost her....I think I'm gonna go home for a week or so real soon, instead of the SG prom.... I can't afford to do both, and my mom means more to me...
I'm restless today... I'm off to go find some kind of trouble to get into....maybe I'll actually scale the abandoned building at las palmas and hollywood.. that's gonna have to be after dark though.... hmm...
take it easy everyone...
xoxoxoxoxox-Voltaire
1. of the pieces of technology that you own, which one is your favorite?
2. what advance in technologywould you like to see happen sooner than later?
3. what phrase or quote best describes you?

1. my cell phone. It has come in vey handy on numerous occasions...
2. television (with digital cable) in my cell phone... I know it's comming... just give it time... that way I could watch the simpsons and futurama at work....
3." you can't teach an old dog new tricks, but you can beat it repeatedly with a rolled up newspaper..."

have a god one......