I can't stop listening to this Ryskopp CD. It's pretty rad. except for one song. That song is really lame. I hate it.
Today I went to breakfast, and thought about shoot ideas. Trying to make a concept that has been done many times fresh, unique, and of course, over the top.... I had a few ideas. now I am looking foreward to the chat the photographer and I are going to have to exchange ideas... I have this one Idea that I have never seen done, that I have always wanted to do. It's about time you all saw a darker side of me anyway, you had to know I'm not "cute" all the time.... just most of the time.... No, all jokes aside, I like doing really edgy stuff; in a really artistic way, but there are few photographers that will shoot the idea that I have in mind. most photogs just look at me like I'm sick or something when I tell them. It would be fucking rad to finally get to do this shoot Idea. the only thing is, I'm going to want prints. I'm really, really going to want prints... I almost never ask for prints from a paid shoot anymore, but I will want prints of this one. big prints. like poster size. especially if they come out the way I am imagining them to. Okay, I'll stop gabbing about it. Can you tell I'm really excited?
I'm so glad I have tonight off. I'm going to hang with some friends, and then I'm making marinara... I promised the girls at work I'd bring in a batch of stuffed shells. I brought a couple to work one friday night, and I let two of the girls have a couple. they have been bugging me to cook for them ever since. So I'm going to spend the four hours it takes making marinara... besides this is the day of the week I usually make it anyway...
anyways, when I went to the store to get marinara ingredients, there were a lot of different kind of apples in the produce section... I'm not a big apple person, but I have three favorites for eating. I really like Honey Crisps from WA, pink ladies also from WA stae, and pacific rose apples from new zealand.... I haven't seen either of those kinds of apple sine I lived In Oregon. and all three were available today. So I bought all three.... I guess I should make a sampler plate or something.... apples always remind me of fall, and harvest time. so do gourds... I think this year for thanksgiving I am going to post my recipe for apple dumplings, since I hate pumpkin pie..... Or maybe I'll do apple tarts, but It'll be something... any suggestions?
I have alot on my mind, and alot going on. most of them really cool good things. there is something troubling me, but I don't want to write about it, becuase I don't want any sympathy about this, because there's nothing that you or even I can do. and what's more I don't need to keep reminding myself that it is going to happen and that there is nothing that I can do about it. I can only support my brother's decision and keep supporting him as my favorite sibling. Maybe I'll tell you about it sometime, If he comes back alive. Okay, I need to stop thinking about this, I'm starting to get upset. I hope I'm not bumming you out. It wasn't my intention. I just needed to vent.
On a brighter note, I am totally stoked on everything comming up. I am saving money to go see my brother in North Carolina. I want to go there and spend Xmass with him before he takes off.... I have never been to NC, but I'm really looking foreward to it. The south is really beautiful... Is it cold in NC in dec? does it snow? anyone know?
It's pretty dark here in Los angeles today... I think It might rain. It's supposed to. It's also supposed to rain tomorrow and tuesday, which sucks because I have to work tuesday, and no one goes out here when It rains. damn.
well, I'm gonna jet. I think I need to drink some more red bull.
xoxox-Voltaire
-what are you thinking about right now? tell the truth. I'm honestly curious, and will not think less of you.
-what is your favorite season, and why?
-what are you listening to right now?
Today I went to breakfast, and thought about shoot ideas. Trying to make a concept that has been done many times fresh, unique, and of course, over the top.... I had a few ideas. now I am looking foreward to the chat the photographer and I are going to have to exchange ideas... I have this one Idea that I have never seen done, that I have always wanted to do. It's about time you all saw a darker side of me anyway, you had to know I'm not "cute" all the time.... just most of the time.... No, all jokes aside, I like doing really edgy stuff; in a really artistic way, but there are few photographers that will shoot the idea that I have in mind. most photogs just look at me like I'm sick or something when I tell them. It would be fucking rad to finally get to do this shoot Idea. the only thing is, I'm going to want prints. I'm really, really going to want prints... I almost never ask for prints from a paid shoot anymore, but I will want prints of this one. big prints. like poster size. especially if they come out the way I am imagining them to. Okay, I'll stop gabbing about it. Can you tell I'm really excited?
I'm so glad I have tonight off. I'm going to hang with some friends, and then I'm making marinara... I promised the girls at work I'd bring in a batch of stuffed shells. I brought a couple to work one friday night, and I let two of the girls have a couple. they have been bugging me to cook for them ever since. So I'm going to spend the four hours it takes making marinara... besides this is the day of the week I usually make it anyway...
anyways, when I went to the store to get marinara ingredients, there were a lot of different kind of apples in the produce section... I'm not a big apple person, but I have three favorites for eating. I really like Honey Crisps from WA, pink ladies also from WA stae, and pacific rose apples from new zealand.... I haven't seen either of those kinds of apple sine I lived In Oregon. and all three were available today. So I bought all three.... I guess I should make a sampler plate or something.... apples always remind me of fall, and harvest time. so do gourds... I think this year for thanksgiving I am going to post my recipe for apple dumplings, since I hate pumpkin pie..... Or maybe I'll do apple tarts, but It'll be something... any suggestions?
I have alot on my mind, and alot going on. most of them really cool good things. there is something troubling me, but I don't want to write about it, becuase I don't want any sympathy about this, because there's nothing that you or even I can do. and what's more I don't need to keep reminding myself that it is going to happen and that there is nothing that I can do about it. I can only support my brother's decision and keep supporting him as my favorite sibling. Maybe I'll tell you about it sometime, If he comes back alive. Okay, I need to stop thinking about this, I'm starting to get upset. I hope I'm not bumming you out. It wasn't my intention. I just needed to vent.
On a brighter note, I am totally stoked on everything comming up. I am saving money to go see my brother in North Carolina. I want to go there and spend Xmass with him before he takes off.... I have never been to NC, but I'm really looking foreward to it. The south is really beautiful... Is it cold in NC in dec? does it snow? anyone know?
It's pretty dark here in Los angeles today... I think It might rain. It's supposed to. It's also supposed to rain tomorrow and tuesday, which sucks because I have to work tuesday, and no one goes out here when It rains. damn.
well, I'm gonna jet. I think I need to drink some more red bull.
xoxox-Voltaire
-what are you thinking about right now? tell the truth. I'm honestly curious, and will not think less of you.
-what is your favorite season, and why?
-what are you listening to right now?
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- school, my kittie, what I want to write about book wise and song wise
- fall, it is cooler out, I'm loosing my sun tan from the previous summer and it's the perfect sleeping weather, the leaves, halloween ect...
- Satyricon
All the homework I need to catch up on, and the fact that I would rather pay attention to more interesting things on the web. The big stack of records that I've bought recently, but have not put aside the time to listen to them. Finding time to watch the new DVDs I bought. Wondering why I feel so sleepy and depressed most of the time. The fact that I wouldn't mind a relationship right now, but Iam still gunshy over my last shitty relationship and I want to get over the fact that I become attached too quickly before I even think about dating anybody. Various things I should probably be discussing with my therapist, like switching my meds. No really I'm not a lunatic!
-what is your favorite season, and why?
Winter, because I like colder weather, and rain, and I get more accomplished in Winter for some reason.
-what are you listening to right now?
Hardcore Ljubljana comp. CD. A compilation of old Hardcore punk bands from former Yugoslavia originally recorded and release in 1984. Classic stuff.