I still haven'y gone through my friends list.... and it is still hard to manage. In order to deal with it, I would have to wade through 8 pages of journal comments. and I am on dial up. It would take forever.... so I'm just going to breeze over the pages and start deleting people I don't recognize. If I deleted you and you have changed your name, and not told me who you are, request again, and tell me who you used to be.......
My week is comming together nicely. I still have alot to do, but it is all possible..... I would rather get things done now, rather than wait untill the last minute. I hate being unprepared.
work has been super shitty right lately. I have to work my ass off twice as hard for only half the money I used to make. It is really hard. I hate it. I love the girls at my club, and my boss is cool, but that isn't going to pay my rent.as much as I don't want to, I absolutely have to work somewhere else. starting tomorrow. I'm entering an amature competion and I am going to do the routine I have planned for the sat. I figure it's a good way to get to use a big stage and try out my routine. I already know I won't win the contest. girls like me never win. all those contests are rigged. Trust me. I speak from experience, I have entered several competions in the past and have found this to always be true. the "girl next door" look always wins. I don't care about winning though. I care about entertaining..... yeah, I just want to use the stage.....
PopTarts are disgusting. I haven't eaten one in over five years untill today. It was nasty. too sweet..... yuck. It was even my old favorite, the brown sugar cinnamon one...... blech.....
Tomorrow, I have way too much to do. I have to build my prop, and spray paint it black.I have to go to a meetimg that I have a commitment to. I have to practice more. I think I know the song from memory now. I have to do that amature contest. I have to make a milliuon phone calls. Hopefully, I can get some of the calling done today. then maybe I will only have to make a half million phone calls tomorrow. I have to rebleach and tone my hair. that won't take long since I only have to bleach it up about seven shades. 20 mins tops. the list keeps going. thursday I have a shitload of commitments too. I have to finish my shopping, I have to meet Aiden and then were going to the movie w/SGLA, and then I am hanging out with Trilo to discuss some future performances at big parties and stuff like that...... and the beat goes on.....
well I'm blabbering away here. I have had alot on my mind again. one topic in particular, but I am going to wait untill I have my thoughts articulated better...... take it easy.....
xoxox-V.
-coffe, or tea?
-salt or sugar?
-bassoon or oboe?
My week is comming together nicely. I still have alot to do, but it is all possible..... I would rather get things done now, rather than wait untill the last minute. I hate being unprepared.
work has been super shitty right lately. I have to work my ass off twice as hard for only half the money I used to make. It is really hard. I hate it. I love the girls at my club, and my boss is cool, but that isn't going to pay my rent.as much as I don't want to, I absolutely have to work somewhere else. starting tomorrow. I'm entering an amature competion and I am going to do the routine I have planned for the sat. I figure it's a good way to get to use a big stage and try out my routine. I already know I won't win the contest. girls like me never win. all those contests are rigged. Trust me. I speak from experience, I have entered several competions in the past and have found this to always be true. the "girl next door" look always wins. I don't care about winning though. I care about entertaining..... yeah, I just want to use the stage.....
PopTarts are disgusting. I haven't eaten one in over five years untill today. It was nasty. too sweet..... yuck. It was even my old favorite, the brown sugar cinnamon one...... blech.....
Tomorrow, I have way too much to do. I have to build my prop, and spray paint it black.I have to go to a meetimg that I have a commitment to. I have to practice more. I think I know the song from memory now. I have to do that amature contest. I have to make a milliuon phone calls. Hopefully, I can get some of the calling done today. then maybe I will only have to make a half million phone calls tomorrow. I have to rebleach and tone my hair. that won't take long since I only have to bleach it up about seven shades. 20 mins tops. the list keeps going. thursday I have a shitload of commitments too. I have to finish my shopping, I have to meet Aiden and then were going to the movie w/SGLA, and then I am hanging out with Trilo to discuss some future performances at big parties and stuff like that...... and the beat goes on.....
well I'm blabbering away here. I have had alot on my mind again. one topic in particular, but I am going to wait untill I have my thoughts articulated better...... take it easy.....
xoxox-V.
-coffe, or tea?
-salt or sugar?
-bassoon or oboe?
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Did you ever really live in Greenland? Cuz if you did your fucking crazy! That's some seriously off the wall business, living in greenland. I must do it.
And I am sorry you have to work so hard. Life can be a drag, I guess. But no matter what happens to you, and no matter what you have to do, you'll always have the most beautiful eyes in the world. And that's a fact. Im a fucking optometrist & shit.
1. Tea
2. Salt, cuz im a salty motha-fucka
3. the oboe
Heavy Metal is the Law
Sugar
Both