waiting for fingernails to dry.... I think I have everything I need for my show tonight. I have a routine thought up, but I think I'm going to wind up just stripping, because although I practiced, It's not quite together.... I figure If I'm going to suck, I may as well look damn good doing it. I should have my show completly together by next saturady for my next show. I don't blame myself for tonight(I don't blame anyone. that's the way things are sometimes.), I had only 24 hours notice for this show. If I tried the routine, it would look like someones highschool play gone very bad. so I'm just gonna strip. I'm kinda nervous. but not really. It wouldn't be the first time I took my clothes off for complete strangers....
If youre going to suck, you should at least be a glamourous mother fucker while you're at least trying to give a good show......... I also have to admit I am a little nervous that there is no pole. the pole is like my security blanket. I know that If I have one there is no way I can fail. but alas there is not one, and I am nervous. this is also the first time I have done a live show for a very large group of people stone cold sober.
wish me luck.... I'm a little scared.......
If youre going to suck, you should at least be a glamourous mother fucker while you're at least trying to give a good show......... I also have to admit I am a little nervous that there is no pole. the pole is like my security blanket. I know that If I have one there is no way I can fail. but alas there is not one, and I am nervous. this is also the first time I have done a live show for a very large group of people stone cold sober.
wish me luck.... I'm a little scared.......
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Sorry I missed your last post girl, I have been on a road trip stalking KMFDM on the remainder of their canadian tour(I will be putting up a full report complet with pics on my page next week if anybody's interested to read about some kick-ass performances)
You look rested and great on your prior photo, but you know we will always love you, roots or no roots. besides the roots give you that exotic bohemian enchanteress quality, you know!
It's too bad I don't live in LA, I would love to see your set. I'm sure it rules. Well actually I'm going down to LA to visit my cousin this winter, if the gods and mother nature are with me I will be totally blessed and walk in on one of your performances. ( A boy can dream can't he
Glad to see your back girl I missed your energy, your journal is like the quicker picker upper I need and your journal is also the one that inspired me to go public with my own.
Your friendly neighborhood teddykev