voltaire

I am tired. and a little cranky.... but okay. It's my day off. I got up early this morning because supposedly there was supposed to be some inspection of the apratment building I live in. So I hauled my cookies out of bed at 10 am, and they still haven't shown up. which is fine by me. I don't like strangers in my home. In fact, If I have said you could crash at my house or come over, I must really like you. I have gotten up at ten every day this week. I think that is why I am cranky. the fcat that I need to eat something might be playing a small role in my crankyness too......

It's overcast today, and kinda cold. I think I like it. I have been needing a change. and as much as I love my precious sunshine, I am really welcoming this change. I'm tired of sunburns.

WAKE UP VOLTAIRE!!!!!!!!!!! I have been awake for about three hours now, and I just can't seem to wake my brain up. one minute I feel awake and the next minute I'm zoning out.... I think I need a nap. maybe I should just eat something. or drink some diet coke. diet coke sounds like a plan.

I don't want to put my shoes on today. I just want to wear my pink fuzzy slippers. I feel lazy and run down today. I think a hot bath and some strecting with some good green tea is an order.

Eli sent me a mix tape. I think she said it was middle eastern music. I haven't listened to it yet. I think I will put it on while I do some stretches. plus she sent a paccket of blueberry tea. I've never had blueberry tea, and I am curious to try it.

God, I'm exausted.... all I can think about is how tired I am. something has to be done about this.

last night sucked at work, but It at least got some reading and sewing done, and I had a really long phone call with my very hot friend Scar. She wants to do a website with me. a website of just her and me. with lots of photos. of naughty things. I don't know that I am up to do a pay site. I n fact, My life has changed so much so fast, that I can't even get my shit together enough to send the images to the guy building my portfolio site. A private pay site is out of the question. But If I was ever going to do one with anyone, It would be her. we are not only great friends, but we have worked together on other projects and are a great team. maybe one day a long time from now....... But by then I will probably be too old.

I've been writing novels for journal entries lately. I'm not sure why. well actually yeah I am. It's because I ramble alot. what can I say? I'm good at it.

I don't know what to make for dinner. I'm thinking pork chops with collard greens or kale. and some kind of starch/carb... rice pasta or potato... something. I'll know when I get to the store. Speaking of food, I almost have the conversions finished on the shells recipe. I don't measure ingredients anymore. I havent in years now, so I had to figure out what the measurements were because If I just write a handfull of parmesan, everyone's measurements would be different. we all have different ideas of what a handful is, and different sized hands...... so give me another day to finish the conversions... I promise, I really will post it.... Yum some hearty food sounds really good right now. I think I am just really hungry. I'm gonna bail outa here and eat something.....

- when you grocery shop, how far ahead do you shop for? a day? a week? A month?
-How many hours do you usually sleep at night?
- what are you doing today?