voltaire

I don't know how it happened, but somehow my boobs are bigger. Not alot but a little.... It's not like I woke up this morning, and suddenly I had DD's.....

I talked to my folks today, and they put one of our cats to sleep today. I'm glad. I know it was hard for my dad, because He's never put an animal down before, but I'm really proud of him. It was the most humane thing to do. she had cancer, and her lungs and kindneys were starting to shut down. I'm glad that she is no longer suffering. I think my dad is sadder than he is letting on.....

I've been in the SF bay area so much lately, that it kinda feels like I live there again. It's wierd. Very wierd. I don't think I'll ever move back there.

I am thinking about going to chicago to visit my brother. He lives just outside of chicago. It would be cool to see him and the very fine town of chicago. I haven't been there in some six years or so. I haven't seen my brother in almost ten years. Chicago is a great place. I'd move there, but the weather is too extereme, and I am a wuss when it comes to cold weather. I'll put it to you this way: I have seen snow so few times in my life, that I could count the times on both my hands..... I'm excited about chicago..... That reminds me, I need to call my other brother in NC..... I was planning on visiting there too. I have another Bro in Utah, but I just don't know about that place. I mean, It's really really beautiful there, but I don't think I could handle being there. I passed through SLC once, and although I was only there for 45 mins, I hated it. I couldn't wait to leave. I'm gonna try to hit NC by february. I want to make it to chicago by november.... or at least the end of november.... when does fall end there? anyone know?

work has been slow lately really really slow...... I am looking to find another club for a bit, possibly. The club I work at is a real shithole, but I like working there. My boss is really cool, and He treats me with respect. plus, I get preferential treatment there, because I actaully work four days a week, and I'm never late, If I am late, I call.

I have been eating sugar like crazy. I can't stop either. Ever since I quit drinking, I have had the most narly sweet tooth.... It's really bad. I have to find some way of curbing this.

My cat is running around my apartment like crazy, throwing around a play mouse. she is the bomb.

I'm dying my hair again soon. I already decided what color. It will be lots of fun having this color....

I have to say, I am really looking foreward to this year. alot of good things in store. I am working as hard as ever to make my dreams realities. It's not impossible. It just takes patience and persistance. Good communication skills help alot too.....

well, I'm rambling away.... I guess I'll sign off here. I need to start my yoga for today anyway....


-what are you doing this weekend? anything cool?
- have you ever had to put an animal to sleep? what was it like?
- what are you going to be for halloween? (I'll probably ask this question later in a few weeks as well)