voltaire

I don't know whay I said I had alot to talk about. I don't really. It's just been awhile since my last real update.

work has been slow lately, and I have been running around like crazy, trying to get ahold of photographers. I am finally going to get prints from my san diego shoots. It's about time I have twelve 8x10 prints comming my way. and they are fucking rad. I can't wait. my print portfolio is going to be rad as fuck. now all I need is a decent looking book to put them in to show them to prospective photographers.

My computer is a complete piece of shit. my hard drive won't even let me down load the software that came with my digital camera, so I am running a free program on it to make more space. I hope it works.

I have to work today. I really don't want to. I really just want to pack a bag and go dance in a couple of different states for about a month. but alas, I think my cat would be fucking pissed if I did, and plus, I'm still trying to get the fuck out of the slum pit that I live in. I live on a great street, but my apartment building on the inside is a fucking dump. I hate it.

My hair is still blonde. It will be for a while. I already decided what my next hair color is going to be. It is just going to be another month or so till I do it. I need the time to keep rinsing most of this red out, as my ends are still pretty reddish orange. I have atwo girl shoot set up with Lucille soon, and I'm pretty stoked about it. I've wanted to shoot in this location for some time. I think you'll dig it. there's not another set on SG like it. not at all. It should be really cute. adorable even. I'll give you a clue: It has to do with water but it's not at a beach. you'll never guess.

Ugh, I have to get ready for work soon. At least I have someone comming to see me this weekend(I think, anyway). I am tired of naot making any real money at work, and just getting by. this month has sucked completely at work. I'm seriously eating shit.... oh well I guess every dog has his day, including me.

It's been really warm here lately. It's been nice. the other day I went to huntington gradens with A friend, and that place is really amazing. The bamboo groves there were stunning. the thing I hated about it was all the goddamn spiders. I fucking hate spiders. I'm terrified of them. and they were everywhere there. I walked through a spiderweb once while I was there, and feaked out. I really hate spiders. *shivers*

I want to go to the garment district on my next day off. I need some sheer fabrics for a dress I am making. I am going to do a glamour shoot in it. It will be pretty outrageous.

anyway, I'm rambling away, so I'm gonna jet. besides I still haven't gotten my shit together for work, which I am dreading.

take it easy, you guys.

- what is your ethnic heritage? you do not have to answer this if you don't want to. I'm just curious, and we all know that curiosity killed the cat.
- what do you wear to bed?
- what is the first thing you do when you get up in the morning?