voltaire

I have so much to say... but first things first:
Happpy Saturday!!!!!!!!
Wow!!!!!! Thanks for all the comments In my journal, and About my Video on the boards!!!!!!!

I've been really busy the last few days, doing constuction as work.... I had almost forgotten what it's like to have a real job.... Thursday I hung drywall all day, and Friday I taped and textured. Okay, stop laughing I'm being serious. I remember being a kid, and hating my father for making me help him basically rebuild our house from the ground up, but lately, I'm really stoked that I learned all that stuff, because I quit dancing, and I have to make rent somehow.... It's not a steady gig, but that doesn't matter. It'll happen often enough to help me make ends meet... I have been VERY excited lately... I quit dancing altogether for a bit. I mean, I know I'll be back sometime, but I just don't want to do it for a living anymore. It's not good for me, and it was beginning to ruin my love for dancing. Eventually I want to go back and dance one day a week, but not for a bit. I'm enjoying myself too much right now, and it's nice to feel like a real person again, not that I wasn't before, but Oh well, I don't think I could make you understand, unless you worked the entertaiment industry, or were a dancer..... sometimes it just eats your soul. I never want to do it for a living again. but I still want to do one day, just to go and have it be an outlet of creativity for me like it used to be.....
It's good to be blonde again.... I shot a new set with missy on Wednesday. I hope it turns out good. I forgot that erin, katie and Sean wouldbe in the room, and so when it was time to soot, I was kinda nervous. I think it should be okay.... We took sexy pics with a garter belt and the newest Apple G4..... and that's all I'm going to tell you about my new set..... and when I dye my hair like flames, I'll shoot another set. and It will be rad. I have a really cool idea.... but I need to figure out how to make it work.... but i'll say this much about it.... It's like nothing you've ever seen....
So.... today I am cleaning my kitchen, and the rest of my house, for that matter, and then I'm taking off to camp at the beach..... It'll be nice....
This next week, I'm working on a few projects that I started some time ago, that I would like to finish.... I'm "restoring/embellishing" an antique corset, I'd like to finish my painting of the skyscrapers downtown, and I desperately need to clean out my closet again.... It would be nice if I could get some personal sewing done too..... I LOVE HAVING ALL THIS FREE TIME!!!!!!!! it really kicks ass.......lord knows I can't do this forever, but It sure is cool while I have it, so I'm going to make the most of it.... this week, I've noticed just how much like my mother I really am... I'm honored.... my mom rules....
Well, this is getting kinda long and massive, so I'm gonna sign it off here, and just tell you the rest when I get back on sunday.... have a wonderfull weekend everyone, and thanks again for all the comments here and on my set.... take it easy.......
xoxoxox-Voltaire
Today's theme: Technical skills.....
1. can you open a bottle with a ligfhter?
2. can you steer with your knee in a car?
3. can you ride your bike fast and furious in traffic? (and not get hit?)

1. yes. It took a year to get it, but now I'm an old pro....
2. no. that would not be good, I might hurt someone....
3.Oh hell yes.....I've even been hit twice, and it still doesn't scare me.... Oh how I love bikes, and I miss my old bike in PDX...... It was a little Magna 18 speed mountain bike.... I could do circus tricks on it. even drunk.....

PS: you must answer the questions if you are going to respond to this entry.....

PPS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!