voldenae

So I'm back in town finally. The weekend was sufficiently awkward. Seeing a family gather around someone who is for the most part ok, but completely unaware that he lapses out of memory and that he is being removed from dialysis, is a really tough situation. I was brought along as back up, moral support, and to be a third party to keep anyone from beating any one else up.
I probably wasn't a good source for anti-fighting support as I disagree with the notion that the second wife can choose to take her husband from dialysis without consulting his kids first.
But I stood there like a good girl and smiled when necessary and dealt with it.

I was glad to help, but I wish I hadn't gone. It has wrecked my nerves, I'm completely on edge and freaking out. I'm under a wave of stress that has no source...it just is.
I want to sleep for days, unfortunately I am going to be the ever studious girl I am and go to all of my classes tomorrow.

In other modeling news, I've applied to Nerd Girl PinUps, because I'm a nerdy girl if you haven't noticed... It wont conflict at all with my wanting to do SG since there is no nudity involved and there is no membership required to view anything. I just felt like it would be nice and fun to expand some of my model-y horizons.
I've also sent everything in for my Model Mayhem account...I keep forgetting to finish submitting it, so I'm finishing it as we speak (read?).



at any rate, I'm going to curl up in bed with a bowl of soup and a book...sorry for the boring update
xoxoxoxo
V