voldenae

Frustration has been the name of the game this week.
I just got a new phone, I love it, it's amazing, and I am so deeply scared that I am going to kill it.
I bought an iPod this week.
This constituted all the graduation money I was willing to spend, but then I make no extra money at work, it pays for bills, but not gas or groceries, so grad money goes to that and I am running low.

I spent money this week, and yesterday my external hard drive took a crash to the floor and is dead...I lost ALL of my pictures, my writing, my self inspiration tidbits, my old practice photosets.
All of it. Gone.
And now no money I am can safely spend to get a new one.
I may have a friend that might be able to recover my data from it...I'm not trying to get my hopes up though.

I may do my self shot set this week...depends on it Mom and my boy will give me enough time to myself to work on it to my own liking.
I'm hoping it wont need to much touching up when I get it done so I can submit it and get it in queue if all goes well.
Cross your fingers that I get it done (successfully) soon.

I could use the money, certainly, but I want to be pink...I defend my choice to want to do SG constantly, and upon deciding to do it I have never looked back.
It is a personal goal, and I will one day (soon?) accomplish said goal.
I am simply too damned stubborn and adorable to do otherwise.

What are your personal reasons for joining/wanting to model for SG?