Happy St. Patricks Day (even though technically its over...Im up late drinking when I have physics early tomorrow, oh wells)
Today was decent, Spring Break was a lovely lazy time. Now class is back, and with a little over a month left until Graduation number 1, its starting to get a little hectic.
Also I'm frustrated at myself for continually planning and sabotaging my ideas/plans for SG shoots. Seriously, I make such great ideas and plans and then I get so afraid I'm going to disappoint/disgust the photographer that I bail on the plans before they get put into affect.
I'm also at a point right now where day to day I bounce with being happy with how I look to thinking I look overweight and icky.
Maybe if I could actually handle my photoshoot myself, but I have not the equipment nor the complete talent. I think I need to just get over it and do it, I just always panic that I am going to disappoint.
So soon, I am going to push myself to get over it and do one, I've been wanting to for a long time now, and I think I have finally found a perfect location for my first endeavor (not the first actually, but the first professional one)
This being said, if anyone has pointers on surviving the first shoot, please share. I'm not uncomfortable being naked, it's just my terrible concern that I am going to fail my photographer, I need to put my mind at ease.
That and I mean, psh, my boobs need to be shared with the world, they are far to big to be just kept to myself, lol.
Off to bed now, you guys enjoy the rest of the week, love to all!
xoxoxo
Today was decent, Spring Break was a lovely lazy time. Now class is back, and with a little over a month left until Graduation number 1, its starting to get a little hectic.
Also I'm frustrated at myself for continually planning and sabotaging my ideas/plans for SG shoots. Seriously, I make such great ideas and plans and then I get so afraid I'm going to disappoint/disgust the photographer that I bail on the plans before they get put into affect.
I'm also at a point right now where day to day I bounce with being happy with how I look to thinking I look overweight and icky.
Maybe if I could actually handle my photoshoot myself, but I have not the equipment nor the complete talent. I think I need to just get over it and do it, I just always panic that I am going to disappoint.
So soon, I am going to push myself to get over it and do one, I've been wanting to for a long time now, and I think I have finally found a perfect location for my first endeavor (not the first actually, but the first professional one)
This being said, if anyone has pointers on surviving the first shoot, please share. I'm not uncomfortable being naked, it's just my terrible concern that I am going to fail my photographer, I need to put my mind at ease.
That and I mean, psh, my boobs need to be shared with the world, they are far to big to be just kept to myself, lol.
Off to bed now, you guys enjoy the rest of the week, love to all!
xoxoxo
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I know what you mean though.
I'll be in the Raleigh area alot this summer so I'll keep in touch with you.
Maybe set something up with you even if it's for fun while I'm in the area.
Take care hun