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I would be tweaking out as if my little drug free ass was a junkie if my computer died.

It's bad enough that the sound on my laptop stopped working... but the entire thing? I get jittery just thinking about it.

I lost my computer too for over a month and it drove me crazy! Glad to hear you got yours back!

Awwwwwww your niece is adorable!

I know I'm running behind but I did just read about how you feel like you fucked up and to that I say...everyone is different. I know it sounds cliche, but hear me out. Everyone comes through life in their own way and sometimes the path that others go just isn't right for you. I just went through school, took forever (I had to take off time too) and realized that I'd picked the wrong job and thankfully was about to work it out to go back to school. I guess what I'm saying is that there are many many paths to happiness and it doesn't work on a timetable. Sometimes you have to stop and start again later. It's all good. Just follow your heart and it'll work out. Listen to yourself, take care of yourself, and it'll happen when it happens.
You can do it. It just might take longer than others. But that okay. It's all good as long as you can live and get through and find happiness.

Okay. Now I'm done being Yoda. But it's true.

I wish you the best of luck with everything. Big hugs!