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Well, today started out pretty well, Shade took me out to lunch to make up for being a complete ass to me all week (which it doesn't make up for it) and me and Ash rawked some Guitar Hero, then I went to work, and it was a pretty decent night. I somehow ended up in a text message argument with Shade, which is completely fucking ridiculous. I am done with this. What kind of boyfriend DOESN'T want to hang out with his girlfriend, especially since he's the one that got me all on board with this girlfriend/boyfriend idea. I had a lot of doubts about it. Seriously, I like seeing my significant other more than once a week for only a few minutes at a time. Like, it's cool to have separate lives and all, but they have to meet at some point. Like, he doesn't even act like we're together unless we're physically together. And all week when I ask him what he's getting into and if he wants to hang out, he says he's going to sleep. Then Friday when I ask if he's okay, he flips on me telling me he works hard and is tired and doesn't need me bitching at him about it, and that he needs some fucking sleep and to leave him alone. Wow, what a way to act to someone's concern. What the fuck ever. I'm so over it. I am not going to let ANYONE treat me like shit, I deserve way better. Like, I tried to get him to come hang with me tonight, but he was too busy skating while I was working MY ass off, so he was gonna shower and go to bed. Whatever, he's 27 going on 15, and I'm looking for a man.