It's been a long weekend.
Went shopping, bought shit tons of new clothes, got super depressed because I've gotten super fat. Half the new clothes look like maternity wear.
Got so drunk the other night that I woke up and didn't know where I was after Laura and I drank a gallon of rum.
Work is killing my back, I'm fairly positive I've got a pinched nerve.
I put too much hot sauce on my wings, now I have a crucial tummy ache.
Realized the other day that my fuck buddy is a tard.
I need to go to sleep because I have to work in the morning, and I can't be late. Damn insomnia.
It's one of those fucking weeks, but I'm not worried because otherwise life is good and I'm happy.
Can't fucking WAIT to move. Picked out paint samples last night, plus I'm getting a new bed.
It's my grandpa's birthday tomorrow. He's in a nursing home with severe alzhiemers and has no clue who any of us are. My family bought him presents and they want me to go with to see him, but it upsets me too much to see him. I mean, I grew up living in the same house with him, and now he has no clue who I am.. well fuck.. I think that's part of what's getting me down this week, plus we've been dealing with the Will stuff from my grandma and I think it's finally hitting me that she's dead.
Oh, and for those people who have been reading for a while, remember how I couldn't cry? Well I cried about two weeks ago FINALLY, and I let it alllll out, and it felt so fucking good. Apparently people who cry live longer r some shit like that. Whatever. I'm going to lay down and watch scrubs.
Went shopping, bought shit tons of new clothes, got super depressed because I've gotten super fat. Half the new clothes look like maternity wear.
Got so drunk the other night that I woke up and didn't know where I was after Laura and I drank a gallon of rum.
Work is killing my back, I'm fairly positive I've got a pinched nerve.
I put too much hot sauce on my wings, now I have a crucial tummy ache.
Realized the other day that my fuck buddy is a tard.
I need to go to sleep because I have to work in the morning, and I can't be late. Damn insomnia.
It's one of those fucking weeks, but I'm not worried because otherwise life is good and I'm happy.
Can't fucking WAIT to move. Picked out paint samples last night, plus I'm getting a new bed.
It's my grandpa's birthday tomorrow. He's in a nursing home with severe alzhiemers and has no clue who any of us are. My family bought him presents and they want me to go with to see him, but it upsets me too much to see him. I mean, I grew up living in the same house with him, and now he has no clue who I am.. well fuck.. I think that's part of what's getting me down this week, plus we've been dealing with the Will stuff from my grandma and I think it's finally hitting me that she's dead.
Oh, and for those people who have been reading for a while, remember how I couldn't cry? Well I cried about two weeks ago FINALLY, and I let it alllll out, and it felt so fucking good. Apparently people who cry live longer r some shit like that. Whatever. I'm going to lay down and watch scrubs.
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Sorry I missed you going away and wasn't sure if you'd be back so then after awhile I did a clean out of my friends list! But I am glad you're back
Glad you're mostly happy
Eep. Yeah I don't know what you do for work but my work is also killing my back. It sucks. Hope yours gets better soon because it's near impossible to get comfy when your back is bad.
Sorry to hear about your grandpa. My gramps did the same thing. He had alzheimers so bad he reversed back through his life...it was nuts...for awhile he just didn't remember us youngins, then it was his own kids, then he thought he was in the war again, then he didn't know even grandma, and in the end before he became silent he spoke only french (his mom only spoke french so they'd had a bilingual household).
It's such a bewildering and painful disease for all involved...I hope things go as well as possible for you and your family.
Did you draw that comic? It's HILARIOUS!!!! And so true.
Big hugs!