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Alright, so here's a real post for once.

So things have been kinda shitty. I have been really depressed and it's way lame. I was digging on this guy for a minute and I thought the feeling was mutual but I guess I was wrong, you know how those things go. I also had a big scare, but I went to the doctor and I'm good to go like the crunchwrap supreme.

I don't really know what to do to feel better. I just have been feeling this big heavy sadness weighing on me all the time and I don't know how to deal with it. I've been drinking a lot which I know is NOT a good solution, but what am I to do? Bad things keep happening on top of this being depressed thing and it just makes it even worse. I think I'm like bipolar or something. I'm crazy these days..... What to do?