One (of many) thing(s) that I hate about the holidays is gym schedules. They change their hours and their classes and it completely fucks me out of any gym time. Once I stop it is hard to get started again. I wanted to go today but since it is still considered a holiday ( I guess) there weren't any times that I could go. Grrrrrr. Tomorrow is hopefully when I can get back on schedule. I just hate it. It is going to be like starting from square one all over again. I was finally getting to the point where I felt stronger.
I do not go to a regular gym because I need structure and classes that create pressure for me to push harder. I really enjoy spin but I don't want a regular gym and I don't want to only have a spin membership. The strongest I have ever felt is from taking barre (which is what I still take). Barre represents the first time that I realized I would rather base my weight on how I look and feel because it doesn't necessarily make you lose weight. My thighs get bigger and my ass actually gets huuuuuge. Luckily it is all muscle and I absolutely love it. I think this is the end of my rambling for the day. I just hope that I get my ass to the DAMN GYM tomorrow. JUDGE ME IF I DONT! XOXO
