voile

Ugh. I'm so busy I barely have time to breathe. I'm working lots and making lots of tips... which I'm then foisting off onto my overtly outrageous credit card balance. I now have somewhat of a goal for myself, which is at the same time leaving me to scramble desperately to get my finances... and myself, in order.

I'm looking at Seneca College's Graphic Design program. I wish I could start it RIGHT NOW... I hate my job and I wish I was doing what I love to do... and that's being creative, in some way shape or form. I can't wait until I can make it my career. I feel so frustrated working this stupid dead-end waitressing job. But it's a means to an end. I don't know how I'm going to finance myself through college. My goal is to pay my credit card off by May... which doesn't leave me much time to save up for school.

Doesn't help that my car is sitting in my garage with a flat tire and a dead battery... which I have to take care of in the next few days. New battery + four new tires = lots of money.

I love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job i love my job...

p.s. barfday coming up on Tuesday... no plans as of yet.