Tuesday Jan 24, 2006

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cause of death was positional asphixia.

1. a so-called friendship, ending it with a severity and finality that makes you oddly relieved, yet sad. You look back in retrospective dream-like recollection and suddenly see all the down-hill signs leading up to such a frustrating end. Selfish. Disrespectful. Forgetful. Selfish selfish SELFISH SELFISH SELFISH SELFISH. Undeserving.

2. My dream job: Writer.

3. Why I'm not fucking doing it: easy answer? writer's block. true answer? stopped writing 5 years ago due to psychotic breakdown and have been afraid to start again for fear that I suck at it. LAME.

4. What does "TEH" stand for? Someone please fucking enlighten me.

5. Is there a pill for laziness?

6. self loathing due to inability to self motivate. frustrated.

7. Sex lately? Was it mind blowing?

8. Wish I had some $$ in my pocket to do the following things, which are necessary to the health of my psyche:

- Gym pass to the JCC
- Haircut
- Tattoo

Sigh.
surreal
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mrstitches:
Our libraries are like that too, but it makes no sense that if I have a card at the better library, I still have to go to the crappier one to get them to borrow the book I want from the better library, and then take it out from there, instead of getting it directly from the better library.
jacksalt:
Aargh... bout the same as you. Just trying to keep my head above water.

trekkies is a lot of fun. its much more fan focused than Ringers, and you actually get an idea of who these people are. It's a hoot.

in pic one I'm standing next to the tall officer with glasses. pic 2 i'm the guy on the left.

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