MY UNBRIDLED HATRED FOR LOVE STORIES
AND HAPPY ENDINGS IS BACK!!
Except this time is in full force. The girl I though wanted to try and get back to together with me. Doesn't frankly give a good goddamn about me. Here I was planning and trying to be completely romatic about valentine's day. I was here laboring over an hand made valentine's day card. Then last Thurs. night I was over at her house (also my best buddies house) I waited for her to get off work. Then about 1 am I call her and she's pasted out and didn't even wanna make the effort to walk down the stairs to see me. And I can't go up and see her because her dad is an asshole. He's an freaked out vienam vet. Flashback the whole nine. So again I leave thier house heart broken and alone.
Sitting for the last few days watching friends and seeing all of them so damn happy making me just wanna LOCK AND LOAD . I know one day I'll go to the mall and start shooting all the happy couples at the mall I see.
THAT DAY WILL BE GREAT. Then when I get caught I can blame the tv and make millions off of my disorder or be put in jail. Either way I win.
SEVENMAG