RE: Trying to vent my creativity again so I'm searching myself, maybe I'll find the inspiration I've lost lately, can't seem to write, draw or play my guitar.. mass complete artist's block... flatlined...who knows??
All I know is I put myself down somewhere and forgot to pick me up again, now I've lost me and I don't know where I am but I know where I want to be (I think)
I been taking lots of photos of myself lately, lots and lots but only found a selcet few I like say 40 out of 250 or so... I just can't seem to do them good once I'm half naked(and I love being half naked and am completly obssesed with lingerine).. ..my mind starts wandering, to naughty for my own good
........But this one just does it for me
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(added some in the me files pics)
Hope everyone is having fun.... I'm still sick and fucking hate it
but fighting on.... besides that I think everything is okay, kind of...Reading a new book that I'm enjoying so I'm content for now...
My woozel wozzel sloop patterns are all fooked up and it's starting to give me the shits... can't seem to get back into the awake during the day, sleep at night routine... I mean when I sleep I'll sleep through anything, I just don't do enough regular sleep... I had 19 hours the other day cause I'm sick and rundown, but now I'll be awake for 3 days or so... and If I manage to sleep I'll be out like a light but always from about 5am to 1pm or 3-4 days of crap naps and then complete coma state for a day... No matter what I do I end up like this again after a few months...making me go mad.. I'm such a creature of the night.....Oh well on that note off to do something..I dunno.....It's 4am...
All I know is I put myself down somewhere and forgot to pick me up again, now I've lost me and I don't know where I am but I know where I want to be (I think)
I been taking lots of photos of myself lately, lots and lots but only found a selcet few I like say 40 out of 250 or so... I just can't seem to do them good once I'm half naked(and I love being half naked and am completly obssesed with lingerine).. ..my mind starts wandering, to naughty for my own good
........But this one just does it for me
........
(added some in the me files pics)
Hope everyone is having fun.... I'm still sick and fucking hate it
but fighting on.... besides that I think everything is okay, kind of...Reading a new book that I'm enjoying so I'm content for now...
My woozel wozzel sloop patterns are all fooked up and it's starting to give me the shits... can't seem to get back into the awake during the day, sleep at night routine... I mean when I sleep I'll sleep through anything, I just don't do enough regular sleep... I had 19 hours the other day cause I'm sick and rundown, but now I'll be awake for 3 days or so... and If I manage to sleep I'll be out like a light but always from about 5am to 1pm or 3-4 days of crap naps and then complete coma state for a day... No matter what I do I end up like this again after a few months...making me go mad.. I'm such a creature of the night.....Oh well on that note off to do something..I dunno.....It's 4am...