Well guess I'll kind of update you on my storm starting skills and frolicing which has been going on... As it's been such a big and entertaining week and theres still one more big messy week to come....
Although my creating a storm did give me the flu LOL
Hrmm where do I start....Maybe with a quick fill in on life... A few years ago I started seeing someone who I completely fell in love with then it all went to hell and I realised he'd seeped my self confidence from me and left about 2 months ago... As much as I love him he was just "emotionally unavailabe" and breaking me... Anywho, about a year and a half ago while all this was going on I got real sick and lost all my friends and and stuff because no one knew how to cope with it and the crazy otherhalf... So I have felt that because of all of this that for the past 2 years I've had no friends, lost them all for good... Really bought me down and made getting better and getting on with my life real hard beacuse I miss everyone... This is where we get to now....
Last week I decided I was going to venture out on my own for some drinks and it all just got WOW
starting there...
I ended up in this seedy place cause there was no where else left to go and found myself meeting a really, really nice person, who I've been frolicing with the past few days. So many little things in common it's great, and they really like me
... So that's just great.... I felt happy again for the first time in ages...
Then on Saturay night I get a random message from my friend that lives way down south asking me what I'm doing.. I was doing nothing.... drinking red, at home, alone... next minute, completly out of the blue BANG, there he is at the door... Well if that didn't spin me out enough he then tells me I'm coming out with him to some underground rave, a fave pastime of mine so I say why not..
So we head out to the carpark where we meet for directions and off on the adventure we go. Get into the buliding down the little back alley and through the sneaky door and in, only to see my old friend standing at the door. All the wows, oh my gods etc etc and off I go further in...
Music is dark and good, everything is sweet, I go to check out the place and OMG there is all the old buddies I'd lost sitting around like they'd always been there... I run, jump into them... There is screams and uproars and cheers, people latching on to me, hugs and kisses and where the fuck have you been's?, we miss you so much, wow your out, come party with us again, more screams hugs etc etc.... And here I am thinking they all didn't like me anymore... Stupid woman hahaha...
Danced our butts off till about 3am..... When the cops found us
busted it up and we all moved to an after party, which funny enough was at friend's house too..So we all sat around getting severely fucked up till the late afternoon, blowing bubbles, firetwirling, dj's still mixing... Friends still attached to various parts of me..
Hence the post when I said "I think Ive caused a storm" hehehe
So phone nubers were re-exchanged, I got the lecture for dissappearing (everyone thought I was dead or nearly dead from my being sick not better) and congrats for leaving the ex and the now your back lets rock this world thing again...
Was so cool to see all the "good" people again and strange to have them almost worship my presence... Overwhelming high...
So the party now continues... My real good friend who I've kept in contact with is down from the bush where he lives this week because it's his birthday this Saturday so the partying and letting everyone know I'm back and I'm me and nothings changed, I'm just stronger goes on... This ones going to be real messy....
And to think here I was thinking life sucked blah blah blah
Anywho......... I added some snaps from my adventure, just a few... forgot to take extra batteries
Although my creating a storm did give me the flu LOL
Hrmm where do I start....Maybe with a quick fill in on life... A few years ago I started seeing someone who I completely fell in love with then it all went to hell and I realised he'd seeped my self confidence from me and left about 2 months ago... As much as I love him he was just "emotionally unavailabe" and breaking me... Anywho, about a year and a half ago while all this was going on I got real sick and lost all my friends and and stuff because no one knew how to cope with it and the crazy otherhalf... So I have felt that because of all of this that for the past 2 years I've had no friends, lost them all for good... Really bought me down and made getting better and getting on with my life real hard beacuse I miss everyone... This is where we get to now....
Last week I decided I was going to venture out on my own for some drinks and it all just got WOW
starting there...
I ended up in this seedy place cause there was no where else left to go and found myself meeting a really, really nice person, who I've been frolicing with the past few days. So many little things in common it's great, and they really like me
... So that's just great.... I felt happy again for the first time in ages...
Then on Saturay night I get a random message from my friend that lives way down south asking me what I'm doing.. I was doing nothing.... drinking red, at home, alone... next minute, completly out of the blue BANG, there he is at the door... Well if that didn't spin me out enough he then tells me I'm coming out with him to some underground rave, a fave pastime of mine so I say why not..
So we head out to the carpark where we meet for directions and off on the adventure we go. Get into the buliding down the little back alley and through the sneaky door and in, only to see my old friend standing at the door. All the wows, oh my gods etc etc and off I go further in...
Music is dark and good, everything is sweet, I go to check out the place and OMG there is all the old buddies I'd lost sitting around like they'd always been there... I run, jump into them... There is screams and uproars and cheers, people latching on to me, hugs and kisses and where the fuck have you been's?, we miss you so much, wow your out, come party with us again, more screams hugs etc etc.... And here I am thinking they all didn't like me anymore... Stupid woman hahaha...
Danced our butts off till about 3am..... When the cops found us
busted it up and we all moved to an after party, which funny enough was at friend's house too..So we all sat around getting severely fucked up till the late afternoon, blowing bubbles, firetwirling, dj's still mixing... Friends still attached to various parts of me..
Hence the post when I said "I think Ive caused a storm" hehehe
So phone nubers were re-exchanged, I got the lecture for dissappearing (everyone thought I was dead or nearly dead from my being sick not better) and congrats for leaving the ex and the now your back lets rock this world thing again...
Was so cool to see all the "good" people again and strange to have them almost worship my presence... Overwhelming high...
So the party now continues... My real good friend who I've kept in contact with is down from the bush where he lives this week because it's his birthday this Saturday so the partying and letting everyone know I'm back and I'm me and nothings changed, I'm just stronger goes on... This ones going to be real messy....
And to think here I was thinking life sucked blah blah blah
Anywho......... I added some snaps from my adventure, just a few... forgot to take extra batteries
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Good on you getting back out in the real world. Its humbling to have friends that treat you indifferently to the past.
Damn cops for busting the rave..