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x50..... Through my entire 23 years of life there has only been 7 people that I'd truely call my friends...My ultimate best mate who died in march 2000 and the other whose now gone way cause he could deal with losing our "little bro"... my good friend/ex for all the good times we had and still ocassionally meet up for, the partner that after 2 and a half years together doesn't consider me his friend(his words) and the 3 only other people that I know that value honsety, intergrity and morals still... The first 4 I don't see anyomore..I will name no names for they are not worth that much credit... but the last 3 people proved tonight that they in truth don't have any moral values at all... I am devistated by hurt and anger right now (and the fact the bottle shop is shut when I discover the evil). THEY STOLE FROM ME... only material worthess goods of course but it's the pricniple of the matter that pisses me off.. I hate bullshiters but most of all thieves and dis-loyal fucks.... worst of all is everyone just did the "oh well ummmm???" shit to me.. and to top it off I'd just all shouted them to dinner and some fine reds earlier in the evening (i am unemployed so a $250+ night on my wallet hurts, but I value my friends)....oh and when I bought up the I was aware some of my things were missing they did the "goodnight we have to sleep" "get out" thing.... LOL the funny thing is all the people that do things like that wonder why I don't talk to them anymore and everyone else tells me I'm a loner... How the fuck can I be friends with people that will stoop so low... oh I'm so dissappointed.... and now i can't sleep and feel sickened... and the bottle shop is closed so I can't escape..If there is any decent people left out there in this evil iscolated city nows the time to prove yourselves... Hope everyone else had a better day.....