It's a very hard moment for me...
I understand that I can't do too much things..
I haven't slept for about one year...Because I was trying to be a lot persons at the same time:mother,student,model...
And the shit is that i'm only on my own...no help from anybody...that's when you understand who really cares about you...
I had a big nerve's breakdown last week...i slept about 36 hours no stop!
Now i feel a bit better but I think I need some help...
I built up too much poison in my soul which is comin' out now...
The problem is that i feel bounded cuz my daugher is too little and I can't go/do what i'd like...it's so mothafucking frustrating...live fast die young...
I only have to get patience and wait for her to grow a bit up...
The good thing is that I'm studying at the moment and it's one of the most satysfying thing i have in my life...
Shooting a lot of photos..."Normal" parents bring their kids to the playground and I bring my daughter to abandoned factories(!Obviously nothing dangerous)There's a interesting half flooded near my house...so pictoresque!
I've been searching for myself in the country...Now is fall,with its warm colours...
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and i forgot...last month we've been shhoting an hip hop video with our fashion group"maison rode"...out soon...thanks to all my girls!![]()
and this is were I live...the only city in the world that makes me feel so damn good...it's magic...
now i'm healing myself with two things:aloe vera
AND MUSIC!
oh and here are some pics of my last trip to malaysia:
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I understand that I can't do too much things..
I haven't slept for about one year...Because I was trying to be a lot persons at the same time:mother,student,model...
And the shit is that i'm only on my own...no help from anybody...that's when you understand who really cares about you...
I had a big nerve's breakdown last week...i slept about 36 hours no stop!
Now i feel a bit better but I think I need some help...
I built up too much poison in my soul which is comin' out now...
The problem is that i feel bounded cuz my daugher is too little and I can't go/do what i'd like...it's so mothafucking frustrating...live fast die young...
I only have to get patience and wait for her to grow a bit up...
The good thing is that I'm studying at the moment and it's one of the most satysfying thing i have in my life...
Shooting a lot of photos..."Normal" parents bring their kids to the playground and I bring my daughter to abandoned factories(!Obviously nothing dangerous)There's a interesting half flooded near my house...so pictoresque!
I've been searching for myself in the country...Now is fall,with its warm colours...
and i forgot...last month we've been shhoting an hip hop video with our fashion group"maison rode"...out soon...thanks to all my girls!
and this is were I live...the only city in the world that makes me feel so damn good...
it's magic...now i'm healing myself with two things:aloe vera
AND MUSIC!
oh and here are some pics of my last trip to malaysia:
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marco_inkpink:
Tieni duro, tesoro.. e vedrai che poi riesci a risalire! Se riesci magari lascia qualcosa per qualche periodo, anche breve.. vedrai che poi riesci ad organizzarti e sistemare tutto!! 
paprika:
Yo s que a veces es difcil ver el vaso medio lleno as que voy a tratar de ayudarte: sos hermosa, sos joven, tens la vida por delante y no ests sola... tens a tu hija. Ahora es chica y te necesita pero cuando pasen los aos vas a ser vos quien te apoyes en ella. Arriba mujer que lo mejor est siempre por venir