bah. i have an old friend coming that i don't really think i want to be out here this weekend.
probably because she's expecting something more from her trip (she asked if we would get any alone time this weekend). i'm kind of freaked out by, only a little, because the thought of being physical with her doesn't really do it for me (at one time it did, we were pretty physical) anymore.
she's also coming out to see my housemate (thankfully) so i guess it's not really going to be a big deal. i'm just being a wuss.
whatever.
probably because she's expecting something more from her trip (she asked if we would get any alone time this weekend). i'm kind of freaked out by, only a little, because the thought of being physical with her doesn't really do it for me (at one time it did, we were pretty physical) anymore.
she's also coming out to see my housemate (thankfully) so i guess it's not really going to be a big deal. i'm just being a wuss.
whatever.
severus:
how do you mean physical?
severus:
ooooh. don't let the girl trick you into XXX then. so you did fuck before? and now you dooont want to, why?
naaah just kidding. hope the visit goes well.

