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Friday Apr 09, 2004

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Here I go again
Slipping further away
Letting go again
Of what keeps me in place
I like it here
But it scares me to death
There is nothing here
The light is beautiful
But Im darker than light
And you are wonderful
But this moment is mine
All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone
And never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me
I find comfort here
Cos I know what is lost
Hope is always fear
For the pain it may cost
And I have searched for the reason to go on
Ive tried and Ive tried
But its taking me so long
I might be better off
Closing my eyes
And god will come looking for me
In time
All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone
And never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me
All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone
And never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me
I can see myself
I look peaceful and pale
But underneath
I can barely inhale
I can hear myself singing that song
Over and over until it belongs to me
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
jayde__:
I'm still trying to decide if love is an enemy or just a really fucked up sort of friend. wink
Apr 10, 2004
siiix:
I almost bought a car that is very close to you, but someone beat me to it. I was looking up Manhattan, IL and noticed New Lenox is pretty close. Maybe the guy that beat me to the car will back out and I will be out your way soon. smile
Apr 11, 2004

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