Sadness ...
My heart is numb, I don't have any romantic inspiration, my soul is tired of fighting the losing battle of love of other than my self and non romantic relationships. Though not perfect, I loved some one body and soul for 9 years and he is going through one of the worst cases of midlife crises ever and he is younger than I, I just don't think that I can do anything else, I am coming to terms with the fact that he will be responsible for the fall out of his actions and I am not responsible for his issues. I am glad of the glimmer of future happiness I do see in my quest for my "fabulous self" and for that I am blissfully anxious. The one thing about sadness and the eternal optimist
is that I can't stay down long, as I rise again from the ashes, I do believe a short road trip with the girls to Las Vegas is in order, whatever shall I wear ... hmmmm... or not! 
My heart is numb, I don't have any romantic inspiration, my soul is tired of fighting the losing battle of love of other than my self and non romantic relationships. Though not perfect, I loved some one body and soul for 9 years and he is going through one of the worst cases of midlife crises ever and he is younger than I, I just don't think that I can do anything else, I am coming to terms with the fact that he will be responsible for the fall out of his actions and I am not responsible for his issues. I am glad of the glimmer of future happiness I do see in my quest for my "fabulous self" and for that I am blissfully anxious. The one thing about sadness and the eternal optimist
is that I can't stay down long, as I rise again from the ashes, I do believe a short road trip with the girls to Las Vegas is in order, whatever shall I wear ... hmmmm... or not! VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
i too was in that same situation. was married for 9 years, and divorced... i didnt think i would be able to obtain happiness for a while afterwards.. I was wrong
go to vegas bebe, and iffn you decide to get all nakie, upload th'pics.. mwahah